Thursday, April 08, 2010
know wad?
i feel like i am very stupid.
keep telling people that i am okay okay.
but why in my heart, i feel so terrible.
so you all actually know how i feel a nod?
you all can say it so easy, forget about him.
He is not worth and blah blah blah.
BUT YOU ALL GOT CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL?
THIS THING IS DAMN FUCKING FUCKING SAD.
LOSING SOMEONE THAT I WANT TO LIVE WITH FOREVER.
HOLDING HIS HANDS TILL I DIE.
BEING WITH HIM UNTIL I END MY LAST BREATH.
HELPING HIM WHENEVER I CAN.
I REALLY LOVE HIM.
BUT WAD CAN I DO?
I CANNOT DO ANYTHING, BUT JUST CRY ALONE WITHOUT LETTING ANYONE KNOW.
YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SCARED THAT I WILL LOSE HIM, EVEN AS A FRIEND.
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
CAN ANOTHER HELP ME?
OR SIMPLE, KNOW MY FEELING!!!!!!!
ALL I CAN SAY IS,
NOBODY.
NOT A FUCKING PERSON.
DO YOU KNOW HOW COLD HE TREAT ME NOW?!
I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HIM,
WHY IT THAT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT?!
i feel like i am very stupid.
keep telling people that i am okay okay.
but why in my heart, i feel so terrible.
so you all actually know how i feel a nod?
you all can say it so easy, forget about him.
He is not worth and blah blah blah.
BUT YOU ALL GOT CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL?
THIS THING IS DAMN FUCKING FUCKING SAD.
LOSING SOMEONE THAT I WANT TO LIVE WITH FOREVER.
HOLDING HIS HANDS TILL I DIE.
BEING WITH HIM UNTIL I END MY LAST BREATH.
HELPING HIM WHENEVER I CAN.
I REALLY LOVE HIM.
BUT WAD CAN I DO?
I CANNOT DO ANYTHING, BUT JUST CRY ALONE WITHOUT LETTING ANYONE KNOW.
YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SCARED THAT I WILL LOSE HIM, EVEN AS A FRIEND.
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
CAN ANOTHER HELP ME?
OR SIMPLE, KNOW MY FEELING!!!!!!!
ALL I CAN SAY IS,
NOBODY.
NOT A FUCKING PERSON.
DO YOU KNOW HOW COLD HE TREAT ME NOW?!
I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HIM,
WHY IT THAT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT?!
what we could have been, 8:46 AM.
