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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

To STELLA XD:
Friends... to me are people that entertains YOU when you get together.But to speak about people... that you THINK may be there with you when you're down...They ain't people you categorized as "FRIENDS" that would be there.In simple terms... YOUR "FRIENDS" care less about you unless YOU'RE DEAD.Therefore friends to me are people that just want somebody to be there when they NEED. These are what poeple you meet MOST of the TIME!
Definition of BEST FRIENDS: Even if you haven't meet up for long, there will always be a call/a message on msn from he/she. And when you're down, you wouldn't have to wait long for an encouraging message to appear on your mobile.Even though it maybe a short and stupid one.THOUGHTS COUNT!LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
True friends exist only when you believe...

This is wad li zhen posted for me.
thanks.
anyway.
now i am going to tell you how i feel?
to me friends...actually is just like casual friends bahs.
we will only say hi and bye to each other only bahs.
as wad li zhen friends are those when u need them to accompany.
but to me.
i dun think so.
because to me.
i dun think that there is this kind of friends bahs.
sometime i just wanna ask ppl to accompany.
but in my mind.
i just dunno who i can approach.
maybe it is just so difficult to find a person to accompany bahs.
i dunno.
i dunno.
i just dun understand.
is it so hard to really find someone to accompany me.
am i really that lonely that i cannot find someone to pei me.
as for best friend...
i think to me.
this is a question i have been asking myself for quite long le bahs.
everytime i am close to someone.
after that.
i felt that i am left out.
there is so many cliques or friends.
but why i will feel that left out when i am with them lehs.
i dun understand.
i admit that sometimes i am slow or dun understand wad u all saying.
but do u think i like it.
everytime i am being laugh by someone.
do u think i like it.
you can say that i am petty or wad.
but do u really know how i feel mahs?
sometimes do u know that you have reached my limit.
can u like understand.
i dun wan to find fault or wad.
but think.
maybe i always make ppl angry or irritated.
i also dun like it.
but is just that.
there is some misunderstanding bahs.
i just dunno.
i personally felt that these few ppl are my best friends.
they are...
bee geok.
jia xin.
li zhen.
sam.
guang qing.
ming sheng.
sherwin.
shermin.
hong ying.
elisa.
but did they really treat me as one?
i am not sure.
i am totally confused.
you know wad.
i rather let myself suffer.
instead of looking for you all.
but you all just help me a lot.
so i wanna say thanks and sorry to you all.
thanks for being with me at all times.
but sorry that i created a lot of troubles for u all.
sorry.
hope u all can forgive me.
thanks.
as for true friends..
i think i dunno about this.
because i still haven find one bahs.
the one can understand me without i voice out de.
maybe it is really very hard to find bahs.
but anyway thanks.
for ppl who concern me.
i appreciate a lot.
thanks.
love ya <3
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 4:38 AM.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Stella Mok Jia Wen
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Rewards the faithful and hardworking employee, but has no tolerance for the incompetent.
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what we could have been, 6:27 PM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE.
She is my mother.
She is my desk mate.
She is the siao girl.
BUT I LOVE HER <3.
once again happy birthday.
than this month got 3 more ppl birthday.
on 5 feb.
it is DESMOND KWOK BIRTHDAY.
on 11 feb.
is is ROBIN ONG BIRTHDAY.
than tmr.
it is KARMEN BIRTHDAY.
so karmen.
happy birthday in advance.
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 7:34 AM.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009

ppl out there,
can you answer me some questions?
first,
wad is the meaning of friends to you?
second,
wad is the definition of best friend to u?
last but not least,
do true friends really exist?
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 6:55 AM.
Sunday, February 08, 2009

ok.
i shall blog now.
hahas.
firstly,
YEAH!!!!
STELLA MOK IS FINALLY NOT WORKING.
hahas.
on tuesday it was like my last day of work.
than wed went back to sch for orientation.
hahas.
i know i mia a lot le.
but now i am back.
than thursday also went back to sch to sort out the sec 1 orientation shirts.
it was a mess sia.
hahas.
than on friday was the orientation camp.
oh.
i am proud to say that.
1b i am proud of you.
also u all kana scolded by all ur facs before.
but u all wun pissed off with them.
and yet.
i saw ur enthu.
hahas.
u all will be a great leaders next time.
hahas.
yeah.
li zhen is coming back le.
hahas.
she ps me for 2 camps lorhs.
hai.
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 8:01 AM.

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