Wednesday, April 28, 2010
i really dunno wad can i do?
he is like ignoring me for a day.
no matter how much i tried to approach to him.
he just leave me there,
he simply just....
nvm, i think he just dun want to see me bahs.
i also dunno wad can i do?
is like it really hurt that he is treating me like that.
But wad can i do?
he is like ignoring me for a day.
no matter how much i tried to approach to him.
he just leave me there,
he simply just....
nvm, i think he just dun want to see me bahs.
i also dunno wad can i do?
is like it really hurt that he is treating me like that.
But wad can i do?
what we could have been, 12:06 AM.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
我想我应该放手了，
不然你我都不会快乐吧！
不管我怎么不舍得，
我也不可以自私。
因为现在我只能身为你的朋友，
看到你的笑，
让你感到开心，
我就以经很满足了。
我们的回亿将永远在我的心。
希望你也会。
不然你我都不会快乐吧！
不管我怎么不舍得，
我也不可以自私。
因为现在我只能身为你的朋友，
看到你的笑，
让你感到开心，
我就以经很满足了。
我们的回亿将永远在我的心。
希望你也会。
what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
Thursday, April 08, 2010
know wad?
i feel like i am very stupid.
keep telling people that i am okay okay.
but why in my heart, i feel so terrible.
so you all actually know how i feel a nod?
you all can say it so easy, forget about him.
He is not worth and blah blah blah.
BUT YOU ALL GOT CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL?
THIS THING IS DAMN FUCKING FUCKING SAD.
LOSING SOMEONE THAT I WANT TO LIVE WITH FOREVER.
HOLDING HIS HANDS TILL I DIE.
BEING WITH HIM UNTIL I END MY LAST BREATH.
HELPING HIM WHENEVER I CAN.
I REALLY LOVE HIM.
BUT WAD CAN I DO?
I CANNOT DO ANYTHING, BUT JUST CRY ALONE WITHOUT LETTING ANYONE KNOW.
YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SCARED THAT I WILL LOSE HIM, EVEN AS A FRIEND.
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
CAN ANOTHER HELP ME?
OR SIMPLE, KNOW MY FEELING!!!!!!!
ALL I CAN SAY IS,
NOBODY.
NOT A FUCKING PERSON.
DO YOU KNOW HOW COLD HE TREAT ME NOW?!
I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HIM,
WHY IT THAT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT?!
i feel like i am very stupid.
keep telling people that i am okay okay.
but why in my heart, i feel so terrible.
so you all actually know how i feel a nod?
you all can say it so easy, forget about him.
He is not worth and blah blah blah.
BUT YOU ALL GOT CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL?
THIS THING IS DAMN FUCKING FUCKING SAD.
LOSING SOMEONE THAT I WANT TO LIVE WITH FOREVER.
HOLDING HIS HANDS TILL I DIE.
BEING WITH HIM UNTIL I END MY LAST BREATH.
HELPING HIM WHENEVER I CAN.
I REALLY LOVE HIM.
BUT WAD CAN I DO?
I CANNOT DO ANYTHING, BUT JUST CRY ALONE WITHOUT LETTING ANYONE KNOW.
YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SCARED THAT I WILL LOSE HIM, EVEN AS A FRIEND.
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
CAN ANOTHER HELP ME?
OR SIMPLE, KNOW MY FEELING!!!!!!!
ALL I CAN SAY IS,
NOBODY.
NOT A FUCKING PERSON.
DO YOU KNOW HOW COLD HE TREAT ME NOW?!
I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HIM,
WHY IT THAT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT?!
what we could have been, 8:46 AM.
Saturday, April 03, 2010
Finally i am posting something in my blog le.
This few days a lot of things happen,
i dunno why.
Things are just too sudden that make me really very hard to take it.
Like losing someone that i love.
That is actually the whole sad thing that i really do not want to end de.
I just want to let the person know,
Hey, i really do not want to lose you but what can i do?
You are just leaving me in a very close environment,
i almost cannot take a breath.
Do you know how much it hurt to actually know that i had lost you.
Boy, i hope that this will have another beginning.
I will be waiting for you.
But please do not have another love so early, please.
i have prepare myself yet.
Sorry.
If you really like another one within these few days or months,
i probably will hate you bahs.
Think you will not care even i hate you or not bahs.
STELLA XD
This few days a lot of things happen,
i dunno why.
Things are just too sudden that make me really very hard to take it.
Like losing someone that i love.
That is actually the whole sad thing that i really do not want to end de.
I just want to let the person know,
Hey, i really do not want to lose you but what can i do?
You are just leaving me in a very close environment,
i almost cannot take a breath.
Do you know how much it hurt to actually know that i had lost you.
Boy, i hope that this will have another beginning.
I will be waiting for you.
But please do not have another love so early, please.
i have prepare myself yet.
Sorry.
If you really like another one within these few days or months,
i probably will hate you bahs.
Think you will not care even i hate you or not bahs.
STELLA XD
what we could have been, 7:27 AM.
