dunno why.these few days de mood very bad.is like.i simply dunno why.i think about past these few days.feeling that how childish i am.thinking of things that i shouldnt had.hoping of things that would never happen again.dunno why.but this feelings make me really feel bad.how???i cannot stop myself from thinking.is like.i dunno lehs.no matter how busy i am.i will still think of that de.hahas..who can help me out?i dunno.until now,i dun even know wad i wan.or wad i wishor even hopingor expect.hai.who can help me?this is the first time i had this kind of feeling.a feeling that cannot be define by using words.hai.why???school going to reopen soon.hai.STELLA XD
           
           what we could have been, 7:11 AM.