Friday, June 19, 2009

these few days i just cannot sleep well.
your image and the incident just keep on appearing in my mind.
when i close my eyes,
wadever i saw during that incident it just appear in my mind again.
i am scared.
this is the first time i came across this.
at that point of time,
i am scared.
but luckily my friends are all around.
but now,
i just dunno why.
wad happen it just keep on appearing.
hai.
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 6:20 AM.

Monday, June 15, 2009

dunno why.
these few days de mood very bad.
is like.
i simply dunno why.
i think about past these few days.
feeling that how childish i am.
thinking of things that i shouldnt had.
hoping of things that would never happen again.
dunno why.
but this feelings make me really feel bad.
how???
i cannot stop myself from thinking.
is like.
i dunno lehs.
no matter how busy i am.
i will still think of that de.
hahas..
who can help me out?
i dunno.
until now,
i dun even know wad i wan.
or wad i wish
or even hoping
or expect.
hai.
who can help me?
this is the first time i had this kind of feeling.
a feeling that cannot be define by using words.
hai.
why???
school going to reopen soon.
hai.
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 7:11 AM.