Saturday, June 07, 2008
Everything Changes!!
no matter when it changes and how long it has changes.
it all doesnt matter.
all it matter de.
is juz the consequences bahs.
after the changes,
we dunno whether we can be back to the past we.
or be even better.
or get worse.
we dunno.
no matter wad.
the conflict of us will still be there.
but it cannot be like the past le bahs.
juz like wad the song EVERYDAY from High School Musical 2 de lyrics wrote.
once in a lifetime,
means there no second chance.
so i believe that you and me.
should grab it while we can.
maybe you will say that chances is people give de.
but if i really give u a chance,
will you treasure the chance mahs?
if u wun,
so wad the point of keep on saying sorry,
hope that i can give u a chance to change.
but yet u dun treasure the chance.
to me,
is meaningless.
saying how many times sorry does it really solve the problem.
or saying sorry will really solve the problem.
if yes,
than i dun think there is a need to have polices.
sorry,
doesnt mean to say anybody.
but i just wanna ppl out there to know that.
if you really wan a person to forgive u.
please really say sorry with all ur heart and soul.
and prove it to him or her.
if not.
the sorry to her or him is totally meaningless.
you can say thousands or millions of times sorry to a person.
but if u dun change urself,
than wad the point of saying sorry.
you are saying for the sick of saying that all.
For me.
is very hard for me to get back how i treated u in the past.
that 1 i really muz say sorry.
i cannot forget about how u treated me in the past.
maybe as wad ppl say.
forgive and forget.
i can forgive u.
but i cannot easily forget.
you can say me is those kind of person who is very particular about things.
but really i am very sorry about it.
i am trying to make myself forget the past that u treated me.
but i just cannot bahs.
if u dun mind.
please give me some time.
i will try my very best to forget.
but if i cannot,
really very sorry.
all i can say is.
and if you think that i am selfish or too unreasonable.
all i can say is sorry.
because maybe wad i have been worry about or been thinking.
is just i think too much le.
i try to stay positive.
but maybe i just too weak bahs.
but i swear that ppl who knows me.
will see my cheerful side instead of my emo or sad side.
i just dun wan ppl to worry about me.
if ppl out there really worry about me.
i am glad that you worry about me.
because at least in your heart.
you really treated me as friend.
i am really very happy about it.
but i am sorry to tell you that i cannot say it out to you bahs.
because if i say it.
i will hurt the other person or cause u into trouble.
which i dun wan.
so really sorry about it.
and i also dun wan to put a burden on you too.
A MESSAGE TO ALL MY FRIENDS:
I am glad that i know you and have you as my friend.
i wun regret having you as a friend.
althought we have some conflict among us.
but the times that we had.
make me very happy.
really.
hope that we can be friends for life.
and sorry if i offend you.
A MESSAGE TO THOSE WHO IS CLOSER TO ME:
those happy moments that we had i really treasure.
and it keep on repeating in my mind.
i dun deny that everytime i think of it.
my smile will just appear on my face without fail.
i really will remember it for life.
as for the sad moments.
although it hurt me.
and is very hard for me to clear it in my mind.
but i will try to clear it for your sake.
and will let the happy moments cover all the sad moments.
i promise you that i will try find back my smile.
and forget the sad moments we had.
but it need two hands to clap.
if i really wan to forget and find.
i also need your support and time to let me change.
hope that we can be better next time.
but lastly.
A MESSAGE TO EVERYONE NO MATTER CLOSER FRIENDS OR FRIENDS!!!
always rememeber that no matter how tough it is or wad.
STELLA will always 24/7 be there for you.
you can just give me a call or sms me.
and i will return you asap.
i promise.
so if you need a listening ear.
you can always find me.
i will try to help you.
STELLA XD
no matter when it changes and how long it has changes.
it all doesnt matter.
all it matter de.
is juz the consequences bahs.
after the changes,
we dunno whether we can be back to the past we.
or be even better.
or get worse.
we dunno.
no matter wad.
the conflict of us will still be there.
but it cannot be like the past le bahs.
juz like wad the song EVERYDAY from High School Musical 2 de lyrics wrote.
once in a lifetime,
means there no second chance.
so i believe that you and me.
should grab it while we can.
maybe you will say that chances is people give de.
but if i really give u a chance,
will you treasure the chance mahs?
if u wun,
so wad the point of keep on saying sorry,
hope that i can give u a chance to change.
but yet u dun treasure the chance.
to me,
is meaningless.
saying how many times sorry does it really solve the problem.
or saying sorry will really solve the problem.
if yes,
than i dun think there is a need to have polices.
sorry,
doesnt mean to say anybody.
but i just wanna ppl out there to know that.
if you really wan a person to forgive u.
please really say sorry with all ur heart and soul.
and prove it to him or her.
if not.
the sorry to her or him is totally meaningless.
you can say thousands or millions of times sorry to a person.
but if u dun change urself,
than wad the point of saying sorry.
you are saying for the sick of saying that all.
For me.
is very hard for me to get back how i treated u in the past.
that 1 i really muz say sorry.
i cannot forget about how u treated me in the past.
maybe as wad ppl say.
forgive and forget.
i can forgive u.
but i cannot easily forget.
you can say me is those kind of person who is very particular about things.
but really i am very sorry about it.
i am trying to make myself forget the past that u treated me.
but i just cannot bahs.
if u dun mind.
please give me some time.
i will try my very best to forget.
but if i cannot,
really very sorry.
all i can say is.
and if you think that i am selfish or too unreasonable.
all i can say is sorry.
because maybe wad i have been worry about or been thinking.
is just i think too much le.
i try to stay positive.
but maybe i just too weak bahs.
but i swear that ppl who knows me.
will see my cheerful side instead of my emo or sad side.
i just dun wan ppl to worry about me.
if ppl out there really worry about me.
i am glad that you worry about me.
because at least in your heart.
you really treated me as friend.
i am really very happy about it.
but i am sorry to tell you that i cannot say it out to you bahs.
because if i say it.
i will hurt the other person or cause u into trouble.
which i dun wan.
so really sorry about it.
and i also dun wan to put a burden on you too.
A MESSAGE TO ALL MY FRIENDS:
I am glad that i know you and have you as my friend.
i wun regret having you as a friend.
althought we have some conflict among us.
but the times that we had.
make me very happy.
really.
hope that we can be friends for life.
and sorry if i offend you.
A MESSAGE TO THOSE WHO IS CLOSER TO ME:
those happy moments that we had i really treasure.
and it keep on repeating in my mind.
i dun deny that everytime i think of it.
my smile will just appear on my face without fail.
i really will remember it for life.
as for the sad moments.
although it hurt me.
and is very hard for me to clear it in my mind.
but i will try to clear it for your sake.
and will let the happy moments cover all the sad moments.
i promise you that i will try find back my smile.
and forget the sad moments we had.
but it need two hands to clap.
if i really wan to forget and find.
i also need your support and time to let me change.
hope that we can be better next time.
but lastly.
A MESSAGE TO EVERYONE NO MATTER CLOSER FRIENDS OR FRIENDS!!!
always rememeber that no matter how tough it is or wad.
STELLA will always 24/7 be there for you.
you can just give me a call or sms me.
and i will return you asap.
i promise.
so if you need a listening ear.
you can always find me.
i will try to help you.
STELLA XD
what we could have been, 5:07 AM.
