Saturday, May 31, 2008
Hmm... it's been quite a long day today.
Lots of things flashes through my mind and an unknown sadness followed... But tears just doesn't rolled down yet heart is bleeding .
i dont know what really happen and i dont know what's on my mind..
I'VE GONE CRAZY.
For a moment, everything seems perfectly alright.. But the next second, things start to be the opposite.
When everything seems good and nothing to complained about anymore, it eventually doesn't seem this way. (Who knows what gonna happen next?..)
Why? At this moment, you appeared and tell me all this are just my imagination, they're not real.. WHY? things just dont go the way i wanted?.. WHY? WHY?? WHY???..
-elisA.
Lots of things flashes through my mind and an unknown sadness followed... But tears just doesn't rolled down yet heart is bleeding .
i dont know what really happen and i dont know what's on my mind..
I'VE GONE CRAZY.
For a moment, everything seems perfectly alright.. But the next second, things start to be the opposite.
When everything seems good and nothing to complained about anymore, it eventually doesn't seem this way. (Who knows what gonna happen next?..)
Why? At this moment, you appeared and tell me all this are just my imagination, they're not real.. WHY? things just dont go the way i wanted?.. WHY? WHY?? WHY???..
-elisA.
what we could have been, 8:54 AM.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Actually wad friends are for?
This question have been in my mind for quite some time le.
i am thinking all along larhs.
friend is it a person that for u to bully and make fun of?
friend is it a person for u to grudge at?
friend is it a person that u can trust?
Actually i juz dunno wad is the answer.
maybe wad i think is friends should trust each other bahs.
but to me.
hai.
all my friends around me juz dun trust me.
or believe me.
so is like wad the point larhs.
if like tat.
i think our friendship juz not strong enough.
that why we will got misunderstadning among each other larhs.
this month is totally not my month larhs.
dunno why.
is like i am arguing with a lot of friends around me larhs.
juz dunno why it will become this ways larhs.
so is like.
nvm bahs.
i already give up myself le.
so ppl who is my friends is reading this.
i juz wanna say.
is up to you whether you wanna believe me a nod.
but wad i can say is.
i believe every single one of you.
so if you dun believe me.
than i juz have to say sorry.
maybe our friendship is not the strong until we can believe each other.
sorry about that.
i dunno whether is my fault or yours.
but maybe is none of our fault.
is jux that you juz cannot believe me bahs.
i am ok with it.
but i juz wanna say i believe every single one of my friends.
and yeahs.
please dun take it a joke or wad.
it will be juz too hurting for me to accept.
so please.
no matter whether you believe me a nod.
but please dun hesitate my trust of believe towards you.
that all i wanna say.
STELLA XD
This question have been in my mind for quite some time le.
i am thinking all along larhs.
friend is it a person that for u to bully and make fun of?
friend is it a person for u to grudge at?
friend is it a person that u can trust?
Actually i juz dunno wad is the answer.
maybe wad i think is friends should trust each other bahs.
but to me.
hai.
all my friends around me juz dun trust me.
or believe me.
so is like wad the point larhs.
if like tat.
i think our friendship juz not strong enough.
that why we will got misunderstadning among each other larhs.
this month is totally not my month larhs.
dunno why.
is like i am arguing with a lot of friends around me larhs.
juz dunno why it will become this ways larhs.
so is like.
nvm bahs.
i already give up myself le.
so ppl who is my friends is reading this.
i juz wanna say.
is up to you whether you wanna believe me a nod.
but wad i can say is.
i believe every single one of you.
so if you dun believe me.
than i juz have to say sorry.
maybe our friendship is not the strong until we can believe each other.
sorry about that.
i dunno whether is my fault or yours.
but maybe is none of our fault.
is jux that you juz cannot believe me bahs.
i am ok with it.
but i juz wanna say i believe every single one of my friends.
and yeahs.
please dun take it a joke or wad.
it will be juz too hurting for me to accept.
so please.
no matter whether you believe me a nod.
but please dun hesitate my trust of believe towards you.
that all i wanna say.
STELLA XD
what we could have been, 5:44 PM.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
get back all my results le.
but doesnt really happy with it.
wad i expect.
all nv reach target.
really very sad.
i almost cry out for the first paper tat i got back.
it is english.
really very sad larhs.
is like.
if o level like tat.
confirm die.
hai.
how ar.
die die die.
now really have to buck up for my o level chinese.
hahas.
wish that i really can get a1 lorhs.
this is wad i expect.
hahas.
STELLA XD
but doesnt really happy with it.
wad i expect.
all nv reach target.
really very sad.
i almost cry out for the first paper tat i got back.
it is english.
really very sad larhs.
is like.
if o level like tat.
confirm die.
hai.
how ar.
die die die.
now really have to buck up for my o level chinese.
hahas.
wish that i really can get a1 lorhs.
this is wad i expect.
hahas.
STELLA XD
what we could have been, 8:57 AM.
