Friday, June 19, 2009

these few days i just cannot sleep well.
your image and the incident just keep on appearing in my mind.
when i close my eyes,
wadever i saw during that incident it just appear in my mind again.
i am scared.
this is the first time i came across this.
at that point of time,
i am scared.
but luckily my friends are all around.
but now,
i just dunno why.
wad happen it just keep on appearing.
hai.
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 6:20 AM.

Monday, June 15, 2009

dunno why.
these few days de mood very bad.
is like.
i simply dunno why.
i think about past these few days.
feeling that how childish i am.
thinking of things that i shouldnt had.
hoping of things that would never happen again.
dunno why.
but this feelings make me really feel bad.
how???
i cannot stop myself from thinking.
is like.
i dunno lehs.
no matter how busy i am.
i will still think of that de.
hahas..
who can help me out?
i dunno.
until now,
i dun even know wad i wan.
or wad i wish
or even hoping
or expect.
hai.
who can help me?
this is the first time i had this kind of feeling.
a feeling that cannot be define by using words.
hai.
why???
school going to reopen soon.
hai.
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 7:11 AM.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

we going to the zoo zoo zoo,

how about you you you?

you can come too too too,

we going to the zoo zoo zoo.

hahas

still rmb i went to zoo once,

with wai wai zhao de serine serine brother serine cousin and jolene.

hahas.

it was fun larhs.

but this time round,

is going with my BOYFRIEND.

hahas

i am just looking forward to it.

OMG.

we going to the zoo zoo zoo,

how about you you you?

you can come too too too,

we going to the zoo zoo zoo!

STELLA XD

what we could have been, 8:55 PM.

OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!!
OMG!!
i wanna go zoo!!!!
cant wait for 12 june larhs.
hahas.
i finally can go ZOO!!!!
hahas.
i am going with nicole, boyfriend and her man.
hahas
i tihnk there will be more and more.
OMG!!!
I AM JUST SO EXCITED ABOUT IT.
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 8:25 AM.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

hey.

i am back.

hahas.

term test is coming.

hai.

it fast.

but after that i am having HOILDAYS le.

yeah.

hahas.

time past quite fast.

i already in tp for 1 month le.

hahas.

things are going quite well there.

hahas.

only projects and studies that are going to kill me.

hai.

hahas.

photos will be upload soon.

after my test bahs.

wish me luck.

hahas.

oh ya.

hey ppl out there.

can you all give me ur comments for my templates?

thanks.

here are the 3 templates.

please let me know how it is.

because i seriously need your comments.

STELLAXD

what we could have been, 2:21 AM.

Friday, May 15, 2009

this are some of the photos that we take during our dicussion of CMSK.

hahas.

but in the end.

we are just playing.

hahas.

ENJOY!!!!

STELLA XD

what we could have been, 10:13 PM.

i am confused.
is it treat a person well or good also got wrong.
why is like this is happening to me?
i just simply dunno why.
finding a perosn to chat and stuffs got so difficult mahs?
i dunno.
i am totally confused.
is like,
i just want to let the conversation keep going and going.
but i guess,
i just failed terribly.
i dunno why.
maybe both our charater just totally crush.
we are just like different world.
but i dun mind trying it again.
i dunno why by saying common questions will make ppl feel bored?
i am not sure.
but i only know that,
i enjoyed it.
i really enjoyed it.
REALY!!!
hope that tmr there will be a change towards it.
but i doubt so =(
why?
i dunno?
how?
i dunno?
when?
i dunno?
what?
i dunno?
can it maintain like before.
character is a thing that you can change,
is whether you wanna change only mahs?
but i simply just dun understand why?
hai.
i am confused.
maybe i just cannot find a text partner. =(
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 12:19 PM.

OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
I FINALLY SAW THE 4 AH BENGS AGAIN!!!!
wondering how long i never see them le.
so today see them that time.
i am so happy about it larhs.
wad the hell.
why?
nvm.
maybe i simply just miss them too much le.
hahas.
OMG!!!
hahas.
i really miss them lorhs.
the joy that they give me.
those jokes that make me laugh.
those irritating things that they do.
those ways to bully me.
hahas.
i remember everything.
but i just so happy to see them.
hahas.
man.
i love them lorhs.
hahas.
simply love them lots lots lots <3.
hahas.
hope that can get close to them like before again lorhs.
hahas.
meet up soon.
=)
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 9:31 AM.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

ARGH!!!

why i wanna study but i simply just dun have the moods to study.

it been 2 days le lehs.
hai.

i just wanna study.

but why i cant!

every night look at my book and notes,

i just feel so restless,

why!

WHY!!

WHY!!!!

can someone just tell me wad am i suppose to do?

hai.

i just cannot take it.

hahas.

today when sch early and it really EARLY.

today my first lesson start at 2 due to PRSP teacher cancel his lab lesson as he got some workshops to attend.

hahas.

than Xuan Wei, Kok Kian, Jerome, Joey and I.

we met to do CMSK project.

and Teck Loon was there too.

hahas.

it was fun larhs.

we been discussing the project for like an hour or less,

than the rest of the time,

we are just slacking all the way.

wow.

hahas.

it like so fun lorhs.

hahas.

these is the photos that i took without the 4 guys knowing.

hahas.

i am tired le.

gtg bye

STELLA XD

what we could have been, 6:47 AM.

Friday, May 08, 2009

hahas.
i know i very long nv post le.
but nvm.
it okay.
poly life start le.
new school.
new friends.
new enviroment.
but no matter wad.
i cannot forget about something is.
my secondary sch de life.
all my friends.
all the laughter.
all the sorrows.
it still keep in my heart.
my cca.
my class.
my friends.
my teachers.
i really miss u all a lorhs.
i simply dun really like poly life.
but maybe this is just the start.
i will try to accept.
hahas.
now is like lots of projects.
after projects.
exam started le.
hai.
so i seldom will blog now.
now all i hope is that i can faster settle all my projects first.
STELLA JIAYOU.
btw.
i am proud to say that
YUYING CHINESE ORCHESTRA get GOLD.
yeah.
hahas.
STELLA XD

what we could have been, 11:57 PM.