STELLA 's Blog

2010-05-17T22:10:00.000-07:00

feel like crying,
feel like shouting.
feel like saying things out,
feel like scolding ppl,
feel like hitting ppl,
do not like to be alone,
do not like to be left out,
do not like to be quiet,
do not like to be hurt,
do not like to be ignore,
do not like to be hate,
do not like to be suffering.
But it is all happening,
what a good month or life i had,
why i am suffering?
why i am being left out?
why i am alone?
why i am hurt?
why i am being ignore?
why i am being hate?
why i cannot cry?
why i cannot shout?
why i cannot scold?
why i cannot say things out?
why i cannot hit?
why i cannot feel the love?
why i cannot feel the joy?
why i cannot feel the laughter?
why i cannot feel the concern?
why i cannot feel the trust?
why i cannot feel the care?
why must i being forced?
why must i accept the things that i do not want?
why must i be the one?
why must i do things that i do not want?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Can anyone tell me why?
ignoring ppl is not a thing that i like,
showing ppl attitude is not the thing that i want,
giving ppl cold shoulders is not the thing that i love,
but why i am doing all these now?
why cant i just be the normal girl?
Why must i ended up so sad?
losing things one by one?
the guy that i truly love?
friends that i always hanging out with?
friends that i always talk to?
why must they force me to accept things that i do not really want to.
I am tired, really tired.
No matter how crazy i ACT,
No matter how cold i DID,
it not the one that i really want,
i just want things to be normal,
be back to the past.
why is it so hard?
I am tired le.

2010-05-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

am i paranoid?
I dunno.
these few days i really feel very hurt.
That one month thing is really a burden to me.
Half of the school year is going to an end.
Which mean i cannot see him after that le.
We maybe going to different class le.
I really dun wan.

2010-05-04T22:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday de you and today de you are really very different.
I just want to talk to you.
Whatever i said to you, it seem that it all offend you.
Other than that, i really do not know why you are treating me like that.
I just want to let things go on smoothly.
Although i may be waiting for your return.
But if you do not believe, i also cannot do anything to actually let you ch ange the mindset.
You say before that i make you believe the word forever for relationship.
So can i actually make the same changes to at least let you not believe that.
I really do not know.
You suddenly treat me very good and suddenly cold, really let me feel very sad.
I just want to talk to you.
That all i want, showing you care and concern.
Can you dun treat me so cold?
I dunno whether is there feeling for me by you.
But i just hope that things can actually be better instead of now.
I really very happy that i actually accompany you thru the time where you are doing csad.
But hey, i really dun know what i done wrong today?
You suddenly treat me so cold, that make me really do not know what i had done wrong.
Hey, i really do not wish that things will come out so weird.
I am just like syabrina, but our situation is different bahs.
Is like we are not a couple and wad, but at least we are once a couple?
I really appreciate that you wun treat me so cold anymore.
That all i want for now?
I am not hoping too much from you but i just want concern from you.
Can you fulfill my wish?
let me be the one to change your thinking?
Please?

2010-04-28T00:06:00.000-07:00

i really dunno wad can i do?
he is like ignoring me for a day.
no matter how much i tried to approach to him.
he just leave me there,
he simply just....
nvm, i think he just dun want to see me bahs.
i also dunno wad can i do?
is like it really hurt that he is treating me like that.
But wad can i do?

2010-04-11T22:19:00.000-07:00

我想我应该放手了，
不然你我都不会快乐吧！
不管我怎么不舍得，
我也不可以自私。
因为现在我只能身为你的朋友，
看到你的笑，
让你感到开心，
我就以经很满足了。
我们的回亿将永远在我的心。
希望你也会。

2010-04-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

know wad?
i feel like i am very stupid.
keep telling people that i am okay okay.
but why in my heart, i feel so terrible.
so you all actually know how i feel a nod?
you all can say it so easy, forget about him.
He is not worth and blah blah blah.
BUT YOU ALL GOT CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL?
THIS THING IS DAMN FUCKING FUCKING SAD.
LOSING SOMEONE THAT I WANT TO LIVE WITH FOREVER.
HOLDING HIS HANDS TILL I DIE.
BEING WITH HIM UNTIL I END MY LAST BREATH.
HELPING HIM WHENEVER I CAN.
I REALLY LOVE HIM.
BUT WAD CAN I DO?
I CANNOT DO ANYTHING, BUT JUST CRY ALONE WITHOUT LETTING ANYONE KNOW.
YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SCARED THAT I WILL LOSE HIM, EVEN AS A FRIEND.
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
CAN ANOTHER HELP ME?
OR SIMPLE, KNOW MY FEELING!!!!!!!
ALL I CAN SAY IS,
NOBODY.
NOT A FUCKING PERSON.
DO YOU KNOW HOW COLD HE TREAT ME NOW?!
I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HIM,
WHY IT THAT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT?!

2010-04-03T07:27:00.000-07:00

Finally i am posting something in my blog le.
This few days a lot of things happen,
i dunno why.
Things are just too sudden that make me really very hard to take it.
Like losing someone that i love.
That is actually the whole sad thing that i really do not want to end de.
I just want to let the person know,
Hey, i really do not want to lose you but what can i do?
You are just leaving me in a very close environment,
i almost cannot take a breath.
Do you know how much it hurt to actually know that i had lost you.
Boy, i hope that this will have another beginning.
I will be waiting for you.
But please do not have another love so early, please.
i have prepare myself yet.
Sorry.
If you really like another one within these few days or months,
i probably will hate you bahs.
Think you will not care even i hate you or not bahs.
STELLA XD

2009-06-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

these few days i just cannot sleep well.
your image and the incident just keep on appearing in my mind.
when i close my eyes,
wadever i saw during that incident it just appear in my mind again.
i am scared.
this is the first time i came across this.
at that point of time,
i am scared.
but luckily my friends are all around.
but now,
i just dunno why.
wad happen it just keep on appearing.
hai.
STELLA XD

2009-06-15T07:11:00.001-07:00

dunno why.
these few days de mood very bad.
is like.
i simply dunno why.
i think about past these few days.
feeling that how childish i am.
thinking of things that i shouldnt had.
hoping of things that would never happen again.
dunno why.
but this feelings make me really feel bad.
how???
i cannot stop myself from thinking.
is like.
i dunno lehs.
no matter how busy i am.
i will still think of that de.
hahas..
who can help me out?
i dunno.
until now,
i dun even know wad i wan.
or wad i wish
or even hoping
or expect.
hai.
who can help me?
this is the first time i had this kind of feeling.
a feeling that cannot be define by using words.
hai.
why???
school going to reopen soon.
hai.
STELLA XD

2009-05-30T20:55:00.001-07:00

we going to the zoo zoo zoo,

how about you you you?

you can come too too too,

we going to the zoo zoo zoo.

hahas

still rmb i went to zoo once,

with wai wai zhao de serine serine brother serine cousin and jolene.

hahas.

it was fun larhs.

but this time round,

is going with my BOYFRIEND.

hahas

i am just looking forward to it.

OMG.

we going to the zoo zoo zoo,

how about you you you?

you can come too too too,

we going to the zoo zoo zoo!

STELLA XD

2009-05-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!!
OMG!!
i wanna go zoo!!!!
cant wait for 12 june larhs.
hahas.
i finally can go ZOO!!!!
hahas.
i am going with nicole, boyfriend and her man.
hahas
i tihnk there will be more and more.
OMG!!!
I AM JUST SO EXCITED ABOUT IT.
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
ZOO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STELLA XD

2009-05-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

hey.

i am back.

hahas.

term test is coming.

hai.

it fast.

but after that i am having HOILDAYS le.

yeah.

hahas.

time past quite fast.

i already in tp for 1 month le.

hahas.

things are going quite well there.

hahas.

only projects and studies that are going to kill me.

hai.

hahas.

photos will be upload soon.

after my test bahs.

wish me luck.

hahas.

oh ya.

hey ppl out there.

can you all give me ur comments for my templates?

thanks.

here are the 3 templates.

please let me know how it is.

because i seriously need your comments.

STELLAXD

2009-05-15T22:13:00.000-07:00

this are some of the photos that we take during our dicussion of CMSK.

hahas.

but in the end.

we are just playing.

hahas.

ENJOY!!!!

STELLA XD

2009-05-15T12:19:00.000-07:00

i am confused.
is it treat a person well or good also got wrong.
why is like this is happening to me?
i just simply dunno why.
finding a perosn to chat and stuffs got so difficult mahs?
i dunno.
i am totally confused.
is like,
i just want to let the conversation keep going and going.
but i guess,
i just failed terribly.
i dunno why.
maybe both our charater just totally crush.
we are just like different world.
but i dun mind trying it again.
i dunno why by saying common questions will make ppl feel bored?
i am not sure.
but i only know that,
i enjoyed it.
i really enjoyed it.
REALY!!!
hope that tmr there will be a change towards it.
but i doubt so =(
why?
i dunno?
how?
i dunno?
when?
i dunno?
what?
i dunno?
can it maintain like before.
character is a thing that you can change,
is whether you wanna change only mahs?
but i simply just dun understand why?
hai.
i am confused.
maybe i just cannot find a text partner. =(
STELLA XD

2009-05-15T09:31:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
I FINALLY SAW THE 4 AH BENGS AGAIN!!!!
wondering how long i never see them le.
so today see them that time.
i am so happy about it larhs.
wad the hell.
why?
nvm.
maybe i simply just miss them too much le.
hahas.
OMG!!!
hahas.
i really miss them lorhs.
the joy that they give me.
those jokes that make me laugh.
those irritating things that they do.
those ways to bully me.
hahas.
i remember everything.
but i just so happy to see them.
hahas.
man.
i love them lorhs.
hahas.
simply love them lots lots lots <3.
hahas.
hope that can get close to them like before again lorhs.
hahas.
meet up soon.
=)
STELLA XD

2009-05-13T06:47:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!

why i wanna study but i simply just dun have the moods to study.

it been 2 days le lehs.
hai.

i just wanna study.

but why i cant!

every night look at my book and notes,

i just feel so restless,

why!

WHY!!

WHY!!!!

can someone just tell me wad am i suppose to do?

hai.

i just cannot take it.

hahas.

today when sch early and it really EARLY.

today my first lesson start at 2 due to PRSP teacher cancel his lab lesson as he got some workshops to attend.

hahas.

than Xuan Wei, Kok Kian, Jerome, Joey and I.

we met to do CMSK project.

and Teck Loon was there too.

hahas.

it was fun larhs.

we been discussing the project for like an hour or less,

than the rest of the time,

we are just slacking all the way.

wow.

hahas.

it like so fun lorhs.

hahas.

these is the photos that i took without the 4 guys knowing.

hahas.

i am tired le.

gtg bye

STELLA XD

2009-05-08T23:57:00.000-07:00

hahas.
i know i very long nv post le.
but nvm.
it okay.
poly life start le.
new school.
new friends.
new enviroment.
but no matter wad.
i cannot forget about something is.
my secondary sch de life.
all my friends.
all the laughter.
all the sorrows.
it still keep in my heart.
my cca.
my class.
my friends.
my teachers.
i really miss u all a lorhs.
i simply dun really like poly life.
but maybe this is just the start.
i will try to accept.
hahas.
now is like lots of projects.
after projects.
exam started le.
hai.
so i seldom will blog now.
now all i hope is that i can faster settle all my projects first.
STELLA JIAYOU.
btw.
i am proud to say that
YUYING CHINESE ORCHESTRA get GOLD.
yeah.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2009-04-02T07:30:00.000-07:00

THE STELLA THAT YOU KNOW IS AINT THE STELLA ANYMORE.
JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT STELLA HAD CHANGED.
STELLAXD

2009-02-24T04:38:00.000-08:00

To STELLA XD:
Friends... to me are people that entertains YOU when you get together.But to speak about people... that you THINK may be there with you when you're down...They ain't people you categorized as "FRIENDS" that would be there.In simple terms... YOUR "FRIENDS" care less about you unless YOU'RE DEAD.Therefore friends to me are people that just want somebody to be there when they NEED. These are what poeple you meet MOST of the TIME!
Definition of BEST FRIENDS: Even if you haven't meet up for long, there will always be a call/a message on msn from he/she. And when you're down, you wouldn't have to wait long for an encouraging message to appear on your mobile.Even though it maybe a short and stupid one.THOUGHTS COUNT!LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
True friends exist only when you believe...

This is wad li zhen posted for me.
thanks.
anyway.
now i am going to tell you how i feel?
to me friends...actually is just like casual friends bahs.
we will only say hi and bye to each other only bahs.
as wad li zhen friends are those when u need them to accompany.
but to me.
i dun think so.
because to me.
i dun think that there is this kind of friends bahs.
sometime i just wanna ask ppl to accompany.
but in my mind.
i just dunno who i can approach.
maybe it is just so difficult to find a person to accompany bahs.
i dunno.
i dunno.
i just dun understand.
is it so hard to really find someone to accompany me.
am i really that lonely that i cannot find someone to pei me.
as for best friend...
i think to me.
this is a question i have been asking myself for quite long le bahs.
everytime i am close to someone.
after that.
i felt that i am left out.
there is so many cliques or friends.
but why i will feel that left out when i am with them lehs.
i dun understand.
i admit that sometimes i am slow or dun understand wad u all saying.
but do u think i like it.
everytime i am being laugh by someone.
do u think i like it.
you can say that i am petty or wad.
but do u really know how i feel mahs?
sometimes do u know that you have reached my limit.
can u like understand.
i dun wan to find fault or wad.
but think.
maybe i always make ppl angry or irritated.
i also dun like it.
but is just that.
there is some misunderstanding bahs.
i just dunno.
i personally felt that these few ppl are my best friends.
they are...
bee geok.
jia xin.
li zhen.
sam.
guang qing.
ming sheng.
sherwin.
shermin.
hong ying.
elisa.
but did they really treat me as one?
i am not sure.
i am totally confused.
you know wad.
i rather let myself suffer.
instead of looking for you all.
but you all just help me a lot.
so i wanna say thanks and sorry to you all.
thanks for being with me at all times.
but sorry that i created a lot of troubles for u all.
sorry.
hope u all can forgive me.
thanks.
as for true friends..
i think i dunno about this.
because i still haven find one bahs.
the one can understand me without i voice out de.
maybe it is really very hard to find bahs.
but anyway thanks.
for ppl who concern me.
i appreciate a lot.
thanks.
love ya <3
STELLA XD

2009-02-17T18:27:00.001-08:00

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2009-02-17T07:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE.
She is my mother.
She is my desk mate.
She is the siao girl.
BUT I LOVE HER <3.
once again happy birthday.
than this month got 3 more ppl birthday.
on 5 feb.
it is DESMOND KWOK BIRTHDAY.
on 11 feb.
is is ROBIN ONG BIRTHDAY.
than tmr.
it is KARMEN BIRTHDAY.
so karmen.
happy birthday in advance.
STELLA XD

2009-02-11T06:55:00.000-08:00

ppl out there,
can you answer me some questions?
first,
wad is the meaning of friends to you?
second,
wad is the definition of best friend to u?
last but not least,
do true friends really exist?
STELLA XD

2009-02-08T08:01:00.001-08:00

ok.
i shall blog now.
hahas.
firstly,
YEAH!!!!
STELLA MOK IS FINALLY NOT WORKING.
hahas.
on tuesday it was like my last day of work.
than wed went back to sch for orientation.
hahas.
i know i mia a lot le.
but now i am back.
than thursday also went back to sch to sort out the sec 1 orientation shirts.
it was a mess sia.
hahas.
than on friday was the orientation camp.
oh.
i am proud to say that.
1b i am proud of you.
also u all kana scolded by all ur facs before.
but u all wun pissed off with them.
and yet.
i saw ur enthu.
hahas.
u all will be a great leaders next time.
hahas.
yeah.
li zhen is coming back le.
hahas.
she ps me for 2 camps lorhs.
hai.
STELLA XD

2009-01-04T06:47:00.000-08:00

hahas.
now it is a new year le.
it 2009.
hahas.
wad am i going to do this year?
hahas.
you bet me.
i also dunno wad i have actually done last year that make me very proud of.
hahas.
so let see wad will it be for this year.
hahas.
tmr is the second of school.
for those who need to go school.
hahas.
dun jealous that the sec 4s no need to go school lorhs.
because u all will also have one day like us.
no need to go school de lorhs.
hahas.
5 more days man.
during that day is to see whether i am alive or dead man.
hahas.
why?
because is the o level results being release day.
hahas.
so i am now praying very hard for my results man.
11 pts lehs.
hahas.
JIAYOUS STELLA.
u can de.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-12-25T06:20:00.001-08:00

HO HO HO.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
STELLA XD

2008-12-20T07:13:00.000-08:00

i am really sick and tired of it le.
please larhs.
why am i always the one so stupid?
always being the one who is being left out.
why i still wan it to be like that lehs.
i dunno larhs.
but i really wish that i can get rid of this man.
should i clear all that i have?
than start a new life?
i mean really a new life?
that all my friends will also be cleared?
but i dun bear to.
how?
i now really very confused.
oh ya.
ppl who read my blog.
i need ppl for city of sharing.
it happen on 18 jan 2009.
if you are interested.
please sms me or tell me in msn.
thanks.
further details i will let you all know.
or post it at my blog.
hahas.
thanks.
STELLA XD

2008-12-15T08:16:00.000-08:00

am i thinking too much or wad?
i dunno lehs.
is like maybe wad i think.
others will felt useless.
or maybe i to them.
is just a useless person bahs.
i dunno lehs.
is like very confused.
why humans so complicated de?
at the surfaces they can seem to be very close to u.
but under the heart,
u just realise how little you know about them.
hai.
i really dunno larhs.
things are making me more and more confused.
maybe wad i worry.
they dun even care about it or wad.
or they just being selfish or wad.
i dunno larhs.
STELLA XD

2008-12-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

it been one month and 2 days since my o level end.
i kinda miss studying le lorhs.
still rmb AMATHS was a killer to me.
than i keep on trying trying and trying.
but it still fail.
hai.
is like that time really felt it is hopeless le.
but my teachers never give up on me.
they keep on teach and guide me along lorhs.
than my prelim 1,my amaths finally pass.
THANKS MR TAI AND MR LEE.
yeah.
EMATHS is normally my strongest subject beside chinese.
but during prelim 2 it doesnt not come out that good for me.
so i also buck up for my emaths too.
wondering how is it?
hahas.
first time my o level CHINESE get b3 lorhs.
i am not satified with it larhs.
is like it does not reach my expectation.
very sad lorhs.
so i retake.
hai.
still need to wait for results.
ENGLISH hahas.
this one i got no comments man.
hahas.
BIOLOGY AND CHEMISTRY.
i really studied very hard for chemistry larhs.
is like this is my weakest man.
therefore my science always fail.
hahas.
so keep on trying and mr lee guide me along.
i am very happy that i got him as my tuition teacher.
and also can guide me along when i am having my o.
hahas.
as for bio.
because is like i didnt really go study all the chapters.
but to me.
i am lucky beause wad i studied it came out.
thanks to mr lee again.
who give me tips to wad topic will likely come out.
hahas.
for SOCIAL STUDIES AND HISTORY.
history was good bahs.
because wad i studied it came out.
as for social studies.
is like.
it did not came out wad i studied.
this is the worst subject for me man.
hai.
it like.
i really miss the times.
when i was studying at sec 4D.
stephanie beside me talk non stop hahas.
and boon kait too.
than everytime reccess go down withs shi hui and clique.
hahas.
and also keep on mugging on o level.
hahas.
than everytime paper haven start will go school early to study.
than crap around with friends.
that was the time i really enjoy man.
now is like all work work work.
so does not really enjoy it very well.
hai.
now is looking forward for sl camp.
where i can see my friends again.
yeah.
hahas.
ARGH.
i am damn looking forward to my results man.
STELLA XD

2008-12-09T07:06:00.001-08:00

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING LE OK?
STELLA XD

2008-12-03T06:45:00.001-08:00

hahas.
this is my 50th post lorhs.
this show that i really seldom blog lorhs.
hahas.
dun blame me larhs.
i am too busy lorhs.
hahas.
let blog about past few days wad i do sia.
on 25 nov ( tues ):
i got work.
so there wun be nothing to blog about.
26 nov ( wed ):
WORK!
WAI WAI.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
27 nov ( thurs ):
WORK!!
KOR.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
28 nov ( fri ):
went out with the 3 ah bengs.
to watch wildchild.
hahas.
it is damn funny larhs.
and also plus the stupid zu xian keep on disiao me.
therefore during the show i was like keep on laughing larhs.
hahas.
than got meeting at sch.
after that went to find david to see the shirt.
after that find my mother and look for furnitures lorhs.
that the end of the day.
SERINE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
29 nov ( sat ):
WORK!!!!
30 nov ( sun ):
got trg.
than around 1 plus went out to meet the 4 ah bengs first.
than go talk cock sing song.
after that go find david they all.
than have trg event at tampines lorhs.
hahas.
reach home at around 11 plus towards 12.
thanks david for the ride man.
hahas.
and this is the end of nov le lorhs.
hahas.
1 dec ( mon ):
WORK!!!!!
2 dec ( tues ):
WORK!!!!!
oh ya.
dunno why.
in the morning.
i feel that my face very itcy and hot.
hahas.
guess wad.
the auntie that is working for my uncle.
think that i am having ma zheng?
hahas.
in the end.
my father side de uncle think that it not.
maybe is just the place is too dirty or my hands is dirty than go touch my face.
hahas.
than less than a hour.
my whole family know le lorhs.
hahas.
their predictation is like damn funny larhs.
so i dun really care much man.
3 dec ( wed ):
which is today.
i also WORKING.
hahas.
is like.
most of the day that i post is all working man.
hahas.
cannot blame.
due to my poly fees.
i have to work.
so sorry to my friends that i cannot pei you all sia.
really very de sorry.
hahas.
my face till now still very itcy lorhs.
hahas.
now is like as rough as a rock lorhs.
wad the hell.
i dun like it lorhs.
hai.
dunno wad can i do sia.
sian.
that the end of the post bahs.
STELLA XD

2008-11-24T07:59:00.000-08:00

hahas.
today is my 9th day of work man.
hahas.
i had already save the money for spiderman present le lorhs.
OMG.
his present is the most ex de lorhs.
among all the presents that i bought for my friends.
he is the most ex lorhs.
hahas.
dunno wad to type now.
STELLA XD

2008-11-21T06:10:00.000-08:00

er.
hahas.
today when we open shop.
after a few mins.
a mediacrop artiste come.
wanna ask me who is he?
good question.
i dun know him lorhs.
hahas.
i think he is a very long artiste le.
hahas.
sorry no offence.
but he is very friendly.
hahas.
it make me remember that on monday.
where guang qing ming sheng and me having dinner.
we also saw a mediacrop artiste too.
his name is call chen guo hua.
hahas.
actually i also dunno him.
so we dun really pay much attention to him.
hahas.
today i am not a spiderwoman lorhs.
i do everything nicely.
hahas.
time pass very fast.
not like the past few days.
hahas.
oh ya.
sorry for sam,li zhen,boon kiat,ching keong,jasmes and yi wei.
today have to cancel de sakae and change it to seoul gardens.
and also have to make it at next next week.
really sorry.
because due to work so cannot anyhow take leave now.
paiseh.
really sorry.
STELLA XD

2008-11-20T05:40:00.000-08:00

i really can be a spiderwoman le lorhs.
today do a lot of things that make my uncle angry lorhs.
sorry uncle.
i dun really mean to.
but really sorry.
hai.
shall not mention it man.
today is my 5th day of work.
hahas.
yeah.
STELLA XD

2008-11-19T08:19:00.000-08:00

dunno whether today is my lucky or unlucky day man.
hahas.
today have to go help my uncle open shop.
than guess wad.
my uncle help my sis and i buy foods.
and he brought chicken rice.
is like i already ate chicken rice yesterday.
and during yesterday dinner.
i was looking at my mother eating it lorhs.
than now chicken rice again.
hai.
nvm.
than dinner my sis,mum,uncle,grandma and i went out to eat.
and we ate KFC lorhs.
wad the hell.
CHICKEN AGAIN!!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!
and tell u wad.
the new open KFC at punggol only got 1 word to describe it lorhs.
SUCK.
omg.
they nv provide us spoons,tissues and also paper plates for our chicken lorhs.
ok fine.
than went home help my uncle do something with his printer.
than is like i dunno how to use his printer larhs.
keep on cannot print wad i wan sia.
than is like ok.
i write it out since it is not really very hard.
than when i was cutting it out.
i cut my own skin larhs.
hahas.
stupid rite.
no comments on myself lorhs.
and today is my 4th day of work.
i dunno why i can survive so long lorhs.
last time i dun even can survive for 3 days larhs.
hahas.
not bad man.
ahhas.
STELLA XD

2008-11-17T06:44:00.001-08:00

hai.
i very confused man.
wad should i do sia?
is like i dun like the way she treated me.
but wad can i do?
i dunno larhs.
now i also do anything.
damn confused sia.
STELLA XD

2008-11-16T06:36:00.000-08:00

today is the first day i start work man.
hahas.
is the first day but nt the first time.
as it like.
i am helping my uncle since when i was pri 6.
so to me.
is like still ok larhs.
hahas.
the first day of work can only use 1 word to describe it man.
SIAN.
SIAN.
SIAN.
is like at first still ok larhs.
but after that is totally damn sian larhs.
i wonder how am i going to survive for 5 mths man.
hahas.
but i will.
because of my poly fees.
I WILL.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-11-13T06:04:00.000-08:00

hahas.
today go out with guang qing, ming sheng and david to watch madagascar 2.
hahas.
ke lian ming sheng and david man.
during that show i am damn noisy larhs.
hahas.
paiseh paiseh.
after that went back to kovan and return keys.
and also go find their friend and went vivo.
after that, reach vivo.
another of their friend came along.
hahas.
so i am going out with 4 guys.
hahas.
we ate burger king and auntie mei came and find us.
hahas.
we went toyrus and best.
guess how long we use sia?
i think is 3 hours bahs.
hahas.
auntie mei send us home man.
thnaks auntie mei.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-11-09T06:05:00.001-08:00

here are some photos for u all to take a look.

it all taken with my co juniors.

kinda of miss co now.

CO ROCKS.

STELLA XD

2008-11-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

If i am nuts,please dun tell me that.
hahas.
i know that i am nuts but at least let me continue to be nuts man.
because that is the way i am.
hahas.
ppl who know me know that i am crazy man.
hahas.
if i am normal at all times,
hahas.
that wun be STELLA MOK JIA WEN le.
hahas.
a few more days is the end of O level le.
quite happy but also sad.
happy is FINALLY MY O LEVEL END LE.
sad is 7 more days i need to start work le.
there goes my 5 mths of holidays sia.
hai.
ppl having holidays but i am working.
oh ya.
one more thing.
DAVID I DUN LIKE MY CALL SIGN SIA.
i shall nt mention wad is my call sign.
but please dun call my call sign esp the 4 ah bengs.
if not i will make more callsigns for u all.
which i am the only one can call sia.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-09-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

this is my class LOCD photos part 2.

have fun looking at it.

STELLA XD

2008-08-12T04:23:00.000-07:00

today get back my chinese o level results le.
very sad bahs.
is like i didnt get wad i wan.
dunno how to say.
is like i am aiming for A1 or A2.
but i just didnt get.
yet i get B3.
actually i wanna use my chinese to put as a subject for my o level.
but is like now.
dunno wad to say.
is like really very sad.
seeing all my friends also get B3.
but is like some ppl could be happy.
but is like not me.
dunno wad to say.
but really very sad.
come home.
parents did not really confront me.
yet said me.
why i can get B3.
and oral merit too.
i just dunno.
how am i going to answer all your questions.
that i dun even know about it.
really very sad larhs.
dunno wad to say bahs.
STELLA XD

2008-08-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

hahas.
i been long long long i nv post le.
hahas.
sorry about that.
hahas.
today is the first day i follow my timetable larhs.
wad the hell.
is it a mircale?
hahas.
i dunno.
i try to make my own timetable for quite a few times but is like i nv follow it.
but this time i did.
congrats stella.
hahas.
yeah.
i did it.
hahas.
yesterday is national day.
hahas.
guess wad.
i am at home celebrating national day.
watching THE GOSSIP GIRL.
OMG OMG OMG OMG.
it damn nice can.
hahas.
i just cant stop watching it.
hahas.
it just wad the hell.
damn nice can larhs.
i watched finish the whole season 1 larhs.
hahas.
and after that watch the national day parade.
and also doing my timetable.
hahas.
like that i spent the whole day le lorhs.
oh ya.
before national day on 9 augest.
guss wad.
on 8 augest.
IT MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY.
HAHAS.
FATHER HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
hahas.
like that i forever wun forget my father birthday larhs.
it like only one day before my country birthday hahas.
now.
all i have to do now.
is to study.
study.
study.
so if i nv post.
sorry about that.
STELLA XD

2008-07-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

today is LOCD.

this is only 1 part of the photos.

will update asap.enjoy bahs.

STELLA XD

maybe it time for my to give up and let it go?

2008-06-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

nowadays thinking that my cough come back le.

it a torture.

it so unbearable.

i cannot stand it le.

i really very painful.

is like the whole body is very hot.

i dunno.

really very tired.

sorry plp around me.

i give u all attitude.

really sorry.

i now dunno wad happen to me.

becasue is like my heart will feel very pain.

than i dun think i cna be like last time so hyper le.

everytime try to talk now.

is like very hard.

will cough when i tried.

really cannot tahan.

it like REALLY VERY UNBEARABLE.

can any doctors juz tell me wad happen to me.

why will i become like tat.

at first thought is only a flu.

but why now suddenly become cough.

and is getting worse and worse.

i totally got no moods.

this june hoildays happen a lot of things.

and i dun wan to mention it le.

now than i understand wad is when there is a gain,there will be a loss.

maybe as wad sam say.

i gain other friends de concern.

but i loss de.

is the 5 friends that i think is close to me bahs.

To Raymond and Ryan:

although we are not really that close.

but is my pleasure to know you all.

and at least we have some fun during trg.

i will miss it de.

To Guang qing,

i think among u and the other 3 ah bengs.

i know you,

get close to you first.

and still remember u are the one who concern me at first.

i really appreciate it.

although we have a lot misunderstanding in between.

but is like.

whenever we see each other.

juz dunno why.

our arguments will juz stop there.

i think is good bahs.

now you got her le.

seeing you two hang out that time so happy.

i felt happy for you 2 too.

i know you know about me and her de matter.

i think you will start to hate me bahs.

but juz wanna tell you.

those memories you gave me.

whether is good or bad.

it will be kept in my mind.

i know you wanna me to tell you whenever i got troubles or wad.

but sorry.

i really dun know how to tell you.

because i think you will become a bread bahs.

Sorry about that.

To Ming sheng:

hey.

among the 4 ah bengs.

you are the one who really can understand me well bahs.

i know you always the most innocent 1 de.

but i dun wan you to be like a bread.

sorry.

maybe i never care about your feelings.

but really sorry.

i dunno how to settle my friendship with friends properly bahs.

really sorry.

i will do wad i promise.

you always try to make me happy.

but sorry.

i now dunno wad happy taste is like le bahs.

really sorry.

although i dunno.

but wad i know is.

i got once a friend like you.

is really my pleasure le.

really.

good luck in ur N level bahs.

i will keep on wishing you good luck bahs.

To Jasmine:

i dun think i got anything to put here le bahs.

since i wrote a letter to you le.

but hope that you know wad i mean.

SORRY.

To me.

i think sorry is no use.

but now i dunno wad i can say.

but only sorry bahs.

sory about that.

SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY

you all can hate me.

forget me as a friend.

forget all the memories we had.

but no matter wad.

i wanna tell you.

SORRY.

maybe we cannot be like the past so siao or so close.

but i juz wanna tell you that.

i will remember all the memories that you give me.

no matter it will hurts me or make me happy.

but is all you all give me de.

i never regret to know you as a friend.

i dunno whether you all will mahs.

but it will always kept in my heart and mind.

that you are the one that make me really happy before.

dun care whether it is the first time and also the last time.

but really thanks.

sorry.

will us be back like last time?

i dunno.

now i cannot really promise you anything.

nor keep my promise.

because i now totally cannot believe myself.

i totally lose my ability,

confidence.

and lastly my trust towards myself.

sorry.

good luck in everything bahs.

i will be at the another side of the world wishing you.

by the way.

thanks and sorry.

STELLA XD

2008-06-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

First day of school.
hahas.
actually nothing much lorhs.
i juz like the feeling of got school.
but now i only can study le.
hahas.
elisa jenson and me planning to finish all our homework on that day than go home.
and is for EVERYDAY until our o level.
hahas.
on wednesday we are going to step down le.
although i will miss the days with you all.
but hope that you wun forget about me bahs.
STELLA XD

2008-06-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

today after the sec 2 and 3 workshop.
i realise something.
VARIAN IS A STRONG GUY.
not that got a lot of muscles de strong.
but is mentally de strong.
no matter wad happen to him.
he still can overcome it.
i really very envy him.
but i juz cannot be like him.
that wad i can say.
although things happen to me but i dun show it on my face.
but i cannot hide it from my heart.
is like at home.
i will juz think of it.
and i will be sad or really emo.
dunno.
now i am reading a book title.
learn to give up.
i think i really wanna give up on some things le.
but it quite hard for me bahs.
i am those kind who cannot forget the past.
no matter is sad or happy memories.
but dun say about things that are really far back.
juz some recently things bahs.
i juz cannot forget larhs.
dunno why.
it like the scar is always in my heart.
is like will stay there forever larhs.
i am glad that varian found his real true friends.
have i find mine?
i dun think so.
maybe like wad i told niang is that.
maybe u think that u understand him or her well.
and think that you 2 are really best friends.
and he or she is your true friend le.
but sooner or later.
u realise that he or she is not.
but is juz a friend that think that you can entertain him or her.
when he or she is bored.
can lend her or him your listening ear when he or she is sad.
i think that 1 will really hurt u a lot alot.
maybe wad i think now is juz my way of thinking bahs.
after this.
i think things will change.
and wad i think sort of my close friends will als disappear bahs.
i dunno.
although i dun wish too.
but myabe this is juz fate bahs.
all i can do.
is to accept the fate.
and keep the good memories that we had before bahs.
i really wish to find those true friends as wad varian say bahs.
will be there whenever u need them.
will really come down if there is something urgent that you need them.
whether they are in the east or west.
but do i really can find?
i dun think so.
maybe bhas.
but it will be very late for me to realise it bahs.
i dunno lehs.
i wish that i could find it asap bahs.
hao le.
now gt tuition.
gtg le.
STELLA XD

hahaha.. i laughed at myself.

2008-06-12T06:11:00.000-07:00

Firstly,

I APOLOGISED FOR THE HARSH WORDS FOR THE PREVIOUS POST??..

Hmm... I think I should apologise? I really not sure..
But I was really angry. That's why i did such an impulsive act..
At least, more concern was shown to Stella =)
I'm just a nobody. U guys are angry because u guys cared for her..

I posted because Stella asked me why i didn't..
Haha.. Another reason is because got the "feel" to?
Remedials and remedials the whole of this wks. Tiring eh? I am!
But quite an enjoyable one.
Many things happen this year and it's quite hard to accept the changes but..
LIFE STILL GOES ON!!
Ppl always say :"Cherish/Treasure what you have, before it's gone.."
But how many ppl get the TRUE meaning? Perhaps NOT to the majority..? me too.
I always take things for granted and when i lost it, i cried?..
One of my EX-friend had landed to such pathetic state too..
I dont know should i laugh at him or comfort him..
Such ending was all his DOINGS.
He lost all his friends and yet, he didn't try to change his attitude towards ppl.
What should i say? i cant help. Because I'm nothing better.. (Perhaps the least better than him xD)
HAA! What a joke?
Things just happened without warning.. How you expect ppl to accept it in a short time?
LAO TIAN ar, you must be joking with us right? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
-elisa

2008-06-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

Everything Changes!!
no matter when it changes and how long it has changes.
it all doesnt matter.
all it matter de.
is juz the consequences bahs.
after the changes,
we dunno whether we can be back to the past we.
or be even better.
or get worse.
we dunno.
no matter wad.
the conflict of us will still be there.
but it cannot be like the past le bahs.
juz like wad the song EVERYDAY from High School Musical 2 de lyrics wrote.
once in a lifetime,
means there no second chance.
so i believe that you and me.
should grab it while we can.
maybe you will say that chances is people give de.
but if i really give u a chance,
will you treasure the chance mahs?
if u wun,
so wad the point of keep on saying sorry,
hope that i can give u a chance to change.
but yet u dun treasure the chance.
to me,
is meaningless.
saying how many times sorry does it really solve the problem.
or saying sorry will really solve the problem.
if yes,
than i dun think there is a need to have polices.
sorry,
doesnt mean to say anybody.
but i just wanna ppl out there to know that.
if you really wan a person to forgive u.
please really say sorry with all ur heart and soul.
and prove it to him or her.
if not.
the sorry to her or him is totally meaningless.
you can say thousands or millions of times sorry to a person.
but if u dun change urself,
than wad the point of saying sorry.
you are saying for the sick of saying that all.
For me.
is very hard for me to get back how i treated u in the past.
that 1 i really muz say sorry.
i cannot forget about how u treated me in the past.
maybe as wad ppl say.
forgive and forget.
i can forgive u.
but i cannot easily forget.
you can say me is those kind of person who is very particular about things.
but really i am very sorry about it.
i am trying to make myself forget the past that u treated me.
but i just cannot bahs.
if u dun mind.
please give me some time.
i will try my very best to forget.
but if i cannot,
really very sorry.
all i can say is.
and if you think that i am selfish or too unreasonable.
all i can say is sorry.
because maybe wad i have been worry about or been thinking.
is just i think too much le.
i try to stay positive.
but maybe i just too weak bahs.
but i swear that ppl who knows me.
will see my cheerful side instead of my emo or sad side.
i just dun wan ppl to worry about me.
if ppl out there really worry about me.
i am glad that you worry about me.
because at least in your heart.
you really treated me as friend.
i am really very happy about it.
but i am sorry to tell you that i cannot say it out to you bahs.
because if i say it.
i will hurt the other person or cause u into trouble.
which i dun wan.
so really sorry about it.
and i also dun wan to put a burden on you too.
A MESSAGE TO ALL MY FRIENDS:
I am glad that i know you and have you as my friend.
i wun regret having you as a friend.
althought we have some conflict among us.
but the times that we had.
make me very happy.
really.
hope that we can be friends for life.
and sorry if i offend you.
A MESSAGE TO THOSE WHO IS CLOSER TO ME:
those happy moments that we had i really treasure.
and it keep on repeating in my mind.
i dun deny that everytime i think of it.
my smile will just appear on my face without fail.
i really will remember it for life.
as for the sad moments.
although it hurt me.
and is very hard for me to clear it in my mind.
but i will try to clear it for your sake.
and will let the happy moments cover all the sad moments.
i promise you that i will try find back my smile.
and forget the sad moments we had.
but it need two hands to clap.
if i really wan to forget and find.
i also need your support and time to let me change.
hope that we can be better next time.
but lastly.
A MESSAGE TO EVERYONE NO MATTER CLOSER FRIENDS OR FRIENDS!!!
always rememeber that no matter how tough it is or wad.
STELLA will always 24/7 be there for you.
you can just give me a call or sms me.
and i will return you asap.
i promise.
so if you need a listening ear.
you can always find me.
i will try to help you.
STELLA XD

2008-06-04T08:05:00.000-07:00

To those who read my blog before,
maybe when u all read that time,
u will feel very angry and very weird?
who the hell is elisa saying.
but ppl please.
dun do anything to make elisa.
maybe she is the only one in the world who really know me well bahs,
so please.
i dun wan get her into trouble.
wad she said,
is juz wad i am thinking.
i dun wan because of me to hurt anyone beside me.
please.
maybe i will lost u all as a friend.
but please dun let any person beside me angry.
maybe u will be curious why she will write this.
actually is i felt this way.
things changes here and there.
now it seem it will get worst and worst bahs.
i dun dare to face u all now.
knowing that u all very angry.
really sorry about that.
maybe u all will hate me as how u hate others.
but i juz wanna say.
wad elisa say is rite.
i founf my friends that really can make me find my smile.
that is you all.
and althought we cannot be friends anymore.
i will treasure and remember the happy memories we had.
sorry to make u angry.
really sorry.
STELLA XD

to err is human...

2008-06-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

Hello. Back again?.. haha..
hmm... just got a feeling to blog and here i am..
Everyone does make mistakes in life, who doesn't?. Blame no one for making mistakes but yourself.. Making mistakes is nothing but it matters if you're realise your mistakes or not and did u do anything to cover it? Or rather, SOLVE it!
No one is born to be perfect. But born to adapt and accept changes..
No one is born and able to predict what they will do but when things happened, changing it and make it better is what we can do..
-elisA

2008-06-01T12:00:00.000-07:00

i think i did a wrong choice in the beginning bahs.
but seeing them so happy.
i think to me is ok bahs.
although we argue because of comeone.
bt i think it wun affects bahs.
hope that u really have found ur happiness and can stay happy always.
we dun wan to see u being hurt.
even we have left u.
sry about that.
hope u really can understand our feelings.
sry.
btw.
i am sharing this blog with elisa.
hahas.
so dun get mix up.
hahs.
yeah.
STELLA XD

Tiring YET Enjoyable..

2008-05-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

Hmm... it's been quite a long day today.
Lots of things flashes through my mind and an unknown sadness followed... But tears just doesn't rolled down yet heart is bleeding .
i dont know what really happen and i dont know what's on my mind..
I'VE GONE CRAZY.
For a moment, everything seems perfectly alright.. But the next second, things start to be the opposite.
When everything seems good and nothing to complained about anymore, it eventually doesn't seem this way. (Who knows what gonna happen next?..)
Why? At this moment, you appeared and tell me all this are just my imagination, they're not real.. WHY? things just dont go the way i wanted?.. WHY? WHY?? WHY???..
-elisA.

2008-05-28T17:44:00.000-07:00

Actually wad friends are for?
This question have been in my mind for quite some time le.
i am thinking all along larhs.
friend is it a person that for u to bully and make fun of?
friend is it a person for u to grudge at?
friend is it a person that u can trust?
Actually i juz dunno wad is the answer.
maybe wad i think is friends should trust each other bahs.
but to me.
hai.
all my friends around me juz dun trust me.
or believe me.
so is like wad the point larhs.
if like tat.
i think our friendship juz not strong enough.
that why we will got misunderstadning among each other larhs.
this month is totally not my month larhs.
dunno why.
is like i am arguing with a lot of friends around me larhs.
juz dunno why it will become this ways larhs.
so is like.
nvm bahs.
i already give up myself le.
so ppl who is my friends is reading this.
i juz wanna say.
is up to you whether you wanna believe me a nod.
but wad i can say is.
i believe every single one of you.
so if you dun believe me.
than i juz have to say sorry.
maybe our friendship is not the strong until we can believe each other.
sorry about that.
i dunno whether is my fault or yours.
but maybe is none of our fault.
is jux that you juz cannot believe me bahs.
i am ok with it.
but i juz wanna say i believe every single one of my friends.
and yeahs.
please dun take it a joke or wad.
it will be juz too hurting for me to accept.
so please.
no matter whether you believe me a nod.
but please dun hesitate my trust of believe towards you.
that all i wanna say.
STELLA XD

2008-05-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

get back all my results le.
but doesnt really happy with it.
wad i expect.
all nv reach target.
really very sad.
i almost cry out for the first paper tat i got back.
it is english.
really very sad larhs.
is like.
if o level like tat.
confirm die.
hai.
how ar.
die die die.
now really have to buck up for my o level chinese.
hahas.
wish that i really can get a1 lorhs.
this is wad i expect.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-04-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

wednesday my papers start le.
wednesday test on ss maths paper 1 and chinese listening compre.
thursday labour day OFF!!
friday test on english paper 2 and history
monday chinese and amaths paper 1
tuesday is chem and art
wednesday is emaths paper 2
thursday is bio paper and bio/chem MCQ
friday is amaths paper 2
and NO END OF PRELIM 1.
yeah.but on 26 of may.
there will be o level chinese paper 1 and 2.
hai.
during last week and this week really very hardworking lorhs.
keep on studying.
but dunno why things happen again.
a lot of things happen to me and my friends.
i dunno why i got a very strong feelings that i am going to lose 2 of my close friends again.
i already lost 1 close friend le.
and is like damn painful damn painful.
i really dun wan it to happen le.
but maybe it will happen again.
my friends keep asking me.
if they 2 argue because of u how.
but i think they wun bahs.
i will tat bahs.
but can like dun avoid me?
please i beg u.
i really dunno wad to do.
shihui ask me to settle it now before it is too late.
elisa and bee geok ask me to ask presonally instead of asking a third party.
but i dunno how to.
i wanna keep this friendship.
so please.
if u are reading it.
please.
please.
i really wish that u can tell me how you feel.
i dun wan only u all caring about my feeling only.
i also wan to know ur 1 too.
please.
i dun wan to neglect ur feelings.
i feel damn uncomfortable.
really.
everytime we argue.
u 2 will always say sorry to me.
but i juz dunno how u 2 feel.
arent friends should be like tat mahs.
understand the other party well also.
i mean close friends.
but maybe i treat u 2 as close friends.
yet u dun have but thinking that i am a nothing but troubles girl bahs.
maybe i will really lose u 2 as a friends sooner or later.
or juz become a causal friends only bahs.
is like i dun wish this will happen bahs.
because i really treasure the days/happy memories that we had.
really.
but i dunno about you 2.
wish that u 2 can give me a answer why u will treat me like tat?
do u need time to think of it?
i dunno lehs.
but i will give u time to think about it bahs.
hope u will give me a answer asap bahs.
i juz wanna know how u feel only.
please.
thanks.
STELLA XD

2008-04-20T01:53:00.000-07:00

now really working very hard for my o level.
actually if prelim is not around the corner.
i think i will juz be slacking lorhs.
bt now really very difficult to slack le.
because i wanna reach my goals.
get 11 points for L1R5.
so like tat i got more chances of getting in to my courses.
really studying hard now.
i even plan out my time.
is like monday study for emath.
tuesday have to do my art.
wednesday is for english.
thursday is for chinese.
friday is for combined humans
saturday is for combined science
and lastly.
sunday is for amaths.
is juz like i am going to stick to this until nov 11.
which is my last day of o level.
sorry ppl if i nv post or nv had the time to chat with u.
hope that u can juz understand it.
because it very hard for me to reach my goals.
as is like i now get 30 plus for L1R5 than is like to get 11 is damn impossible.
bt i will just try it.
so that i wun let my parents disappoint.
i really trying my best le.
hope that u all can help me out.
try to help me.
becuase now my weakest subjects is like more than my strongest subjects.
my weakest subjects is combined human combined sciences amath art and english.
basically is like mostly all my subjects larhs.
but i really will try my best to strive for my goal.
my target setting for my subjects is quite hard for me bt like wad i say.
i will try my best to achieve it.
TARGET SETTING XD
English - B4
E.Mathematices - A1
Mother Tongue - A1
Combined Humanities ( History and Social Studies) - A2
Combined Science ( Chemistry and Biology) - A1
A.Mathematices - B3
Art - C5
maybe a lot of ppl think that i wun get wad i wan.
but i dun give a damn to them.
because is like this is my aim.
not yours.
so i dun need your unwanted comments.
so ppl.
sorry if i nv post.
sorry.
but i will try my best to post.
STELLA XD

2008-04-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

er.
sorry.
i wun be posting for this few days because i need to study
STUDY!
STUDY!!
STUDY!!!
hai.
jiayous for those who are taking prelim and mid year.
yeah.

2008-04-05T21:20:00.000-07:00

hehes.
now than i know that i nv post for like so long.
how long arh.
i think 11 days bahs.
hahas.
these few days happen a lot of things.
than on my birthday i dun really celebrate.
ppl is like forgetting my birthday.
bt sherwin lynn and elisa nv forget.
they still brought a present.
thanks sia.
really thanks.
on 29 is the blood donation cum trg cum movie screening.
hahas.
damn funny larhs.
david is the blood drop.
have u ever see blood drop fight with a human?
hahas.
i juz saw it .
i saw it fighting with kelly.
hahas.
after that.
cause david kana quesuion by my father.
sorry.
and this whole week really happen a lot of things.
to those that i hurt and make angry de.
espically GQ and MS.
sorry really sorry.
although i know sorry now to me is meaningless.
but i really dunno wad to say but only sorry.
sorry.
hope u will forgive my selfishness.
sorry.
STELLA XD

2008-03-21T19:04:00.000-07:00

hahas.
now than realise tat i 1 week nv blog le lorhs.
hahas.
nvm.
should juz continue like tat.
hahas.
ok larhs.
let start on 15 of march.
actually i did nth much on tat day larhs.
hahas.
was chatting with ming sheng and guang qing for like the whole day larhs.
hahas.
than at 4 plus like tat bring my cousin go seng kang cc for tuition.
then rot there for 1 and a half hour.
hahas.
after tat went burger king for my first meal lorhs.
hahas.
on 16 march.
JONATHAN TOH HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
today is jonathan birthday larhs.
hahas.
and also plus miss haryani wedding.
she hor.
nv invite my class go larhs.
so sad lorhs.
going to question her when she is back.
hahas.
than today also slack at hm nth to do.
was like sleeping for like the whole day is i am not wrong.
bt always kana wake up by ming sheng sms.
hahas.
then guang qing and ming sheng today got match.
although they lose.
bt ming sheng say their teamwork is there.
so is ok larhs.
hahas.
teamwork there no matter lose or win.
is counted as u win le lorhs.
because match is not about win or lose.
but is about teamwork.
hahas.
than argue with ming sheng before their match lorhs.
hahas.
nt really argue larhs.
bt he say until i no comments larhs.
17 of march.
is the first day of school after holidays.
hahas.
ming sheng had set a rule tat.
i have to sms him early in the morning and chat with him when he is on bus.
so that he wun fall asleep hai.
then.
i went co today lorhs.
hahas.
and i saw ding lao shi.
hahas.
she is back yeah.
i miss her a lot larhs.
hahas.
18 march.
after school.
i was watching speech day lorhs.
hahas.
is like nth to do larhs.
so watch the whole speech day parade.
hahas.
and i think they look cool larhs.
hahas..
19 of march.
hahas.
after school is raining damn heavily larhs.
OMG.
hahas.
bt nvm.
me kelly and zhi hui went to sentosa for trg event lorhs.
hahas.
than i saw jia seng girlfriend cai jun
and david brother alan.
hahas.
they are funny larhs.
juz like jia seng and david.
hahas.
yeah.
than.
me kelly and zhi hui were all sick larhs.
20 of march.
the 3 of us were sick.
kelly had fever early in the morning.
zhi hui had cough and flu.
and as for me.
i had fever and cough.
then is like i the whole day felt very cold larhs.
hahas.
21 of march.
NO SCHOOL!!!
hahas.
today is a good friday larhs.
hahas.
that why is like no school.
hahas.
and by the way.
JOANNE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
hahas.
actually wanna go out with them de.
bt because my mother juz come back from sing.
and is like i also sick.
so cannot go .
hahas.
and guang qing tmr dun let me go out larhs.
he wan to stay at hm and rest lorhs.
hai.
bt nvm.
should listen to old bird hahas.
no larhs no larhs.
hahas.
TODAY!!
BEE GEOK HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
sorry hor.
i today cannot go out and celebrate ur birthday with u.
sorry hor.
hahas.
nvm i will owe u a present de.
hahas.
if i remember hahas.
yeah.
hahas.
so now i have to stay at home and study.
because i cannot go out.
sian.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-03-14T22:32:00.000-07:00

hahas.
yesterday juz come back from camp lorhs.
hahas..
this camp is ythe most fun camp sia.
hahas.
day 1.
meet kelly and varian at sch.
then go find ming sheng at cc there.
after that wait for mr david chee dah wei for like 1 hour because he OVERSEPLT.
hahas.
then went to ntuc to buy all the things for bbq.
after that because cant find some things.
so went to cold storage.
and saw guang qing was there also hahas.
then.
was chasing by kelly because of the cold of the food.
he want to put the cold food on my neck larhs.
then after went for lunch.
then bee geok and jasmine come le.
hahas.
it was raining heavily then.
hahas.
after tat,
the rain get smaller le.
then we walked back to cc.
while walking back to cc.
tat stupid guang qing blow the smoke on my face larhs.
because he is smoking.
then he said wad.
is i wan smoke machine de lorhs.
hahas.
after that.
sam yi wei boon kiat and james came along.
hahas.
that is the strenght of the ppl larhs.
only got 10 ppl staying over plus david.
then ming sheng is going home to slep because parents wan him to be good boy hahas.
reach there about 3 plus like tat.
then still raining lorhs.
so we play lazer tag indoor lorhs.
bt we still running outside larhs.
hahas.
then ming sheng kelly david and me went out to buy our dinner.
hahas.
damn funny larhs.
ming sheng say only got 1 coffee shop bt in the end there is 3 coffee shop lorhs.
hahas.
after dinner.
we went for nightwalk and along there we sent ming sheng to the bus stop lorhs.
hahas.
and the nightwalk is ok larhs.
bt i dunno why.
after the solo nightwalk i feel damn unwell larhs.
then the nightwalk duration is 2 hrs larhs.
hahas.
then went to bath.
and the girls all sleep in the boys bunk and was watching all along.
bt i slept at 3 plus.
day 2
went back sch with david and kelly.
and yi wei say he need to look after his grandmother so went home early.
after tat wait for kelly at cc there and went to david house lorhs.
hahas.
his house really very messy lorhs.
hai.
then after that ming sheng and guang qing came.
hahas.
they are all drenched larhs.
because it is raining damn heavy.
in the bunk.
ming sheng guang qing and me were playing pillow fight larhs.
2 against 1 larhs.
unfair sia.
hahas.
then they 2 went out to buy lunch with david.
bt before tat.they 2 bully me liaos then run out larhs.
and was playing so call catching with ming sheng larhs.
hahas.
then when i going to fall asleep soon le.
thanks to tat guang qing use pillow and wake me up larhs.
after that.
we went to help david with the bbq stuff.
and guang qing make the chicken wings and chicken larhs.
and i damn pity the chicken wings larhs.
and yeah.
before i take out 1 bag of chicken wings.
i realise that the bag is leaking of water.
so i went around and let it leak on guang qing and ming sheng legs lorhs.
and ming sheng was jumping around larhs.
hahas.
then guang qing use the chicken wings like guns like tat point at me to make me stop.
then i was laughing all the way larhs.
hahas.
after settling the bbq stuff.
guang qing and ming sheng hands is dirty and smelly larhs.
and they make it on my nose.
walao.
damn smelly larhs.
we played lazer tag after tat.
and guang qing is the first one to die.
and when he saw me.
he told me this.
he hated campers.
then after tat.
he let ming sheng killed me lorhs.
wad the hell.
bt ming sheng also damn funny larhs.
he cannot see me lorhs,
hahas.
the rain was getting heavier and heavier.
so we cannot play and continue our movie.
and david ask guang qing to set the fire first.
hahas.
he set damn fast larhs.
then he started cooking without waiting for the others.
hahas.
then yec de committee all come le wor.
then there very crowded so kelly and me went into the bunk and talk and continue ming sheng movie.
hahas.
then when the yec committee start their meeting.
we continue have our bbq there.
and guang qing cook a chicken wing and mashmellows for me lorhs.
hahas.
quite nice larhs the chicken wings bt the mashmellows still got space to improve hahas.
then.
ming sheng went in to sleep lorhs.
after tat.
guang qing and i went in and guang qing was playing psp and was chatting with me lorhs.
hahas.
after that.
watch videos from guang qing phone before they 2 went home.
by the way.
really thanks u 2 for coming and entertaining me.
really thank you.
hahas.
after tat at around 12 plus they 2 ask me to sleep .
bt in the end i slept at 4.
and was kana scolded by guang qing the next day.
hahas.
day 3.
we went back to cc and had our breakfast and went back to sch for sec 1 workshop.
hahas.
it quite ok larhs.
bt anyway went back home and slept for like 6 hrs lorhs.
hahas.
after tat had a chat with guang qing and ming sheng and went back to bed again.
hahas.
i now realise tat i am a pig larhs.
hahas.
nvm.
dun u think this camp damn slack mahs.
hahas.
bt nvm i like it.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-03-11T03:08:00.000-07:00

hahas.
stupid rain larhs.
today keep on raining non stop.
i think the rain got something against me lorhs.
when i haven go out,
it is nt raining.
bt when i walk out of my house.
and take lift down.
OMG.
it is raining.
argh.
nvm.
than after tat went to meet bee geok jasmine and nicole.
hahas.
it nt raining there lorhs.
hahas.
then after tat went cold storage and jasmine go home and eat.
after tat.
me bee geok and nicole went for our lunch.
hahas.
we had our lunch at 2 plus.
hahas.
then at first wanna go home.
then is like it raining heavily.
then nvm we eat damn slowly lorhs.
hahas.
nicole went for her chinese tuition after eating.
and tell u sumthing.
her chinese really sucks man.
she got the english background larhs.
hahas.
sian larhs.
hahas.
than we slowly walk to the school busstop.
and when we are waiting for the traffic light.
it was like suddenly rain larhs.
and is damn heavy larhs.
omg larhs.
suddenly rain so heavily for wad sia.
than ok le.
it get smaller le.
than we decide to walk to continue our journey
hahas.
then is like.
it suddenly rain again.
**** larhs.
wad is wrong man.
i juz wan to go home larhs can.
why u keep on raining.
hahas.
nvm.
finally i reach home lorhs.
hahas.
yeah.
tmr is the trg camp le.
although a lot of ppl suddenly cannot come.
bt nvm.
there are still got ppl tat i know going.
yeah.
hahas.
cannot wait until tmr.
yeah.
STELLA XD

2008-03-10T03:15:00.001-07:00

yeah.
first day of holidays,
and i am like so sian liaos larhs.
wa.
i prefer to have school larhs.
like tat better.
hahas.
today went back to sch for amaths lesson.
and is like hahas.
damn fun larhs.
than after tat went for meeting.
bt when we step in.
cheng lei was like saying.
erm meeting is over le.
wow.
cool larhs.
we went and is like finish le.
hahas.
after tat when eat with my animals,sam,lynn,varian,kelly and jaslyn.
and is like they were like saying i will be the last.
hahas.
bt i am NOT.
KELLY IS THE SLOWEST LORHS.
hahas.
yeah.
i won kelly hahas.
after that we went back to sch and animals and kelly went to play soccer.
varian went to find someone.
and the rest of us were rotting in the prefect room.
hahas.
after tat cheng wee came and we went to basketball court and play.
hahas.
after that,
jaslyn and i went to buy cup walker.
SORRY LYNN.
hahas.
that stupid cup walker auntie larhs.
tell her gt red tea le.
than she forget.
argh.
than my friend lynn nv drink lorhs.
haiyo.
SORRY LYNN!!!
SORRY LYNN!!!
SORRY LYNN!!!
psps.
hahas.
i am now slacking larhs.
hai.
223 more days to o level.
49 more days to prelim 1.
77 more days to o level chinese.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-03-09T17:18:00.000-07:00

hahas.
the hip hop dance guys.
they stacked each other lorhs.

hahas.
see them like tat very fun rite.
hahas.
they enjoyed it.

miao miao students and us leaders.
haha.
tat time they come our sch and have lot of fun.
miss them now.

my best friend forever.
SHERWIN CHEN.
yeah.
hahas.
miss the days tat we are tgt.

hahas.
david look like a frog lorhs.
behind is guang qing half face lorhs.
hahas.

first time play lazer tag.
than realise tat it is FUN.
will play often and will miss it.

ooo.
wow.
cool rite.
lot of guns sia.
hahas.

YUYING CHINESE ORCHESTRA!!
hahas.
seniors left us le.
so sad.

hiphop dance yeah.
hahas.
miss siti and mdm lee miss u 2 a lot.

kelly disgusting smile hahas.
and david too lorhs.
hahas.
their smile look alike lorhs.
hahas.

I TODAY CANNOT STUDY AT ALL.
i tried to study sia.
bt is juz like today my house so damn quiet larhs.
no one was at home.
than is like i wan to study.
bt it seem tat wad i study doesnt get into my brain.
so sian now larhs.
can.
today damn the feeling of study damn weird larhs.
dunno why.
but i only know tat is damn weird tat all.
hahas.
dun ask me why lorhs.
i ownself also dunno.
hahas.
today is damn sian damn sian.
who can like talk to me.
i whole day rotting liaos larhs.
how ar.
if every sunday like tat.
i think i am going to go crazy soon le.
so faster someone juz chat with me larhs.
if nt i will sure die de.
224 more days to o level.
50 more days to prelim 1.
78 more days to o level chinese.
argh.
it getting nearer and nearer.
bt i juz cannot study larhs.
ass larhs.
i really muz buck up buck up le.
JIAYOUS STELLA JIAYOUS.
hahas.stupid larhs.
ownself jiayous for ownself.
hahas.
nvm larhs.
now let me find something to do bahs.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-03-08T22:46:00.001-08:00

hahas.
nv post for 3 days again.
hahas.
yeah.
on thurs damn funny.
my form teacher wan to call my steph and boon kiat mother.
than we 3 were like teacher dun call larhs.
after our prelim if it is nt ok than u call larhs can.
please larhs.
and mrs peh was like oh ok .
but u muz do planning for me.
hahas.
i got do lorhs.
bt nv pass to her.
than friday ptc.
hai i got blister on my feet lorhs.
and i nv ursher at all.
i was at 1f for like 1 and falh hour larhs.
than first time i cannot stand 1f lorhs.
first time lehs.
hahas.
after tat i went home with tan joanne larhs.
damn funny lorhs.
we 2 is like suaning each other until very fun.
than on the bus see faiz and sandy.
hahas.
have a chat with faiz ans he get 5 a for his common test larhs.
wad the hell.
2 maths and 3 sciences.
and he fail english by 1 mark.
wad the hell.
i fail 4 subjects larhs.
i fail english amaths art and combine science.
hahas.
i fail 4 subjects i nv sad.
tat rabbit pass 4 subjects out of 5.
he very sad.
wow.
i think i am going to kill him soon le larhs.
hahas.
by the way.
VARIAN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
hahas.
today is varian birthday.
cool.
hahas.
he 17 le wor.
hahas.
i still young lorhs.
still 15.
hahas.
yeah.
225 more days to o level le.
51 more days to prelim.
79 more days to chinese 0 level.
hahas.
so many countdown sia.
really muz study hard larhs.
muz get 11 or lower for L1R4 larhs.
than less than 15 for L1R5.
that is my expectation for myself.
yeah.
so really really muz work hard le.
STELLA XD

TONGUE TWISTERS (=

2008-03-05T02:14:00.000-08:00

1. Sheep sleep sweetly in sheer silk sheets.
2. I slit the sheet, the sheet I slit, and on the slitted sheet I sit.
3. Shy Shelly says she shall sew sheets.
4. The boot black bought the black boot back.
5. We surely shall see the sun shine soon.
6. Which witch wished which wicked wish?
7. If Stu chews shoes, should Stu choose the shoes he chews?
8. Sure the ship's shipshape, sir.
9. What a shame such a shapely sash should such shabby stitches show.
10. Strich strong stringy Stephen Stretch slickly snared six sickly silky snakes.
11. Swan swam over the sea,
Swim, swan, swim!
Swan swam back again
Well swum, swan!
12. Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.
Did Peter Piper pick a peck of pickled peppers?
If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
Where's the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?
13. A Tutor who tooted a flute
Tried to tutor two tooters to toot.
Said the two to their tutor,
"Is it harder to toot
Or to tutor two tooters to toot?"
14. She sells sea shells by the sea shore.
The shells she sells are surely seashells.
So if she sells shells on the seashore,
I'm sure she sells seashore shells.
15. Betty Botter had some butter,
"But," she said, "this butter's bitter.
If i bake this bitter butter,
It would make my batter bitter.
But a bit of better butter,
That would make my batter better."
So she bought a bit of butter,
Better than her bitter butter,
And she baked it in her batter,
And the batter was not bitter.
So it wad better Betty Botter
Bought a bit of better butter.
16. A bitter biting bittern
Bit a better brother bittern,
And the bitter better bittern
Bit the bitter biter back.
And the bitter bittern, bitten,
By the better bitten bittern,
Said:"I'm a bitter biter bit, alack!"
17. Mr See owned a saw.
And Mr Soar owned a seesaw.
Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.
Before Soar saw See,
Which made Soar sore.
Had Soar seen See's saw
Before See sawed Soar's seesaw,
See's saw would not have sawed Soar's seesaw.
So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.
But it was sad to see Soar so sore
Just because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw!
STELLA XD

2008-03-05T02:00:00.001-08:00

hahas.
I AM SICK.
yeah.
today went to toa payoh sports hall and support our basketball girls.
although they lose to raffles girls bt dun give up.
u all have our support.
yeah.
i got 37 out og 50 for my chinese compo.
yeah.
first time sia.
hahas.
cool rite.
hahas.
holidays is coming le.
hooray.
hahas.
this is the time tat i am going to chiong my studies man.
prelim 1 is coming le.
hahas.
let post some tongue twisters and let u guys try man.
nvm nw going to studies for bio le.
tmr got test.
hahas.
228 days to o level.
STELLA XD

2008-03-04T04:22:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!
I FAIL MY HISTORY!!!!
sian larhs.
like tat i fail a lot of subjects liaos le larhs.
first is amaths.
than chem.
than english
and now is history.
sian sian sian larhs.
hahas.
yeah.
tmr nt going for assembly.
bt going to toa payoh sports hall.
and we are going to cheer for them sia.
hahas.
jiayous man.
hahas.
229 more days to o level.
jiayous.
STELLA XD

2008-03-03T04:56:00.000-08:00

hahas.
nv post for like 3 days.
on 29 gt night class for chem.
hahas.
i learnt something in tat night class lorhs.
and is like the same teacher.
bt is juz tat my class is only 6 to 7 ppl only.
hahas.
and i learnt lot of things tat i dunno larhs.
hahas.
wasnt it great mahs?
hahas.
than on saturday.
when to lee qin house and acutally is to print our art thing.
bt i was watching a barbie show larhs.
hahas.
it call the land of princess.
hahas.
damn nice larhs.
hahas.
and yesterday went for trg.
than jia seng and david came.
than me kelly varian and nicole went to help out.
hahas.
after tat sam huan da and jasmine came too.
hahas.
after tat went dinner with david jia seng jasmine and varian .
hahas.
and david drove me home.
hahas.
yeah.
and congrats to mi mi yan and rabbit.
they all win the match man.
hahas.
today our school basketball team win a match also.
bt i forget they vs who le.
hai.
bt anyway.
they win can le.
u all rawks man.
wednesday is ur final le.
yeah.
we will support u man.
hahas.
230 more days to 0 level le.
omg study hard man.
hahas.
i today studied for product rule.
and is like omg.
i dunno how to do larhs.
omg.
really must buck up le.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-02-28T03:34:00.000-08:00

hahas.
today quite pissed off.
and hahas.
mrs oh is funny.
hahas.
the dialogue is damn funny larhs.
is nt like others tat i have been through.
hahas.
mdm low sorry about how my class did to u sia.
hahas.
mdm low was like looking at me and elisa for the whole dialogue larhs.
damn malu sia.
hahas.
and guess wad.
i was lock inside the prefect room by VARIAN.
because of saying OVARIAN in front of him.
it was like i learnt it from bio larhs.
and still got 1 more is from emaths.
nt really know how to spell.
i think is VARIANEC.
hahas.
varian ur name very nice to use sia.
bio also got.
emaths also got.
hai.
gtg le.
ned to chiong my chinese.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-02-27T03:00:00.000-08:00

maybe is things change le bahs.
things around me are juz getting disappear le bahs.
friends have their own events.
like stead ppl on mind.
or wadever.
is like planning things very hard.
maybe celebrating my birthday on 22 march.
bt is like it another friend birthday.
so mostly of my friends will go and celebrate.
because of this i dun wan ppl need to rush down to celebrate.
and because i got friends, cliques.
bt they seem nt really close to each other.
or they dun even talk.
so is like wad the point of calling ppl come?
is like i dun wan ppl to be like scattering around their own.
because it my birthday so,
i wan them to really as a whole to celebrate with me.
bt maybe i think too much le bahs.
some of them seem tat they dun really know them and wun try to talk to them.
so to prevent this from happen.
maybe i will juz cancel it and just like tat pass my birthday.
without celebrating it bahs.
maybe tat they only chance.
is not tat i dun wan.
is because i have been through 1.
and ppl will juz last mins cannot and i will be like oh ok .
so why dun juz dun have it.
let everyone have their own time and stuffs.
hahas.
maybe it could be the case bahs.
hahas.
why nt.
so i will tell my mother tat i am nt celebrating with my sis.
let it be the case bahs.
anyway.
see got anyone realise tat my birthday is coming lorhs.
i shall juz shut up and stop telling ppl tat my birthday is coming.
oh ok.
let be it man.
like tat.
i can know who really is my true friends.
than will remember me tat i am their friend.
and remember my birthday.
wish tat tat will happen lorhs.
hope so.
sorry ppl tat i ask u all already.
because i juz dun wan to have the same thing happen again.
sorry.
STELLA XD

2008-02-26T03:17:00.000-08:00

hahas.
yesterday get back my amaths and emaths paper.
and i pass my emaths bt fail my amaths wad the hell.
and is 5 marks lorhs.
i pass my emaths by 5 marks and fail my amaths by 5 marks.
ass larhs.
damn sad larhs.
can.
today history was a failure.
i cannot do finish in time.
is like damn sad.
i already cannot fail larhs.
hai.
nvm.
i will try my best next time.
i swear man.
hahas.
29 more days to my birthday
yeah.
STELLA XD

2008-02-23T20:21:00.000-08:00

yeah.
yesterday lazer tag was fun.
actually is for public to play.
but in the end is we all playing.
hahas.
damn funny larhs.
the tent all can shot through de.
is like wad the hell.
we dun even know can larhs.
and i was kana shot bt rabbit and mi mi yan.
wad the hell.
they all are pros can.
ass larhs.
kelly and varian yesterday were cheated by david lorhs.
hahas.
they went to a lucky draw at 105.
david tell them onli half an hour.
bt in the end rite.
they went for like the whole night.
hahas.
they went when we are setting up.
and they came back when we are packing up lorhs.
hahas.
damn funny larhs.
and hor.
before need to give out flyers rite.
we played a game see who will lose.
and the lose partly go give flyers.
than mi mi yan rabbit david and me 1 group.
ryan nicole zhi hui and jasmine another group.
and my group win lorhs.
but i still go give flyers with jasmine zhi hui and nicole.
hahas.
after that brought 10 bottles of drinks lorhs.
than jia seng was like why u only buy drinks.
hahas.
than i was like nth to say.
so juz shut up and keep laughing hahas.
damn funny larhs.
oh ya.
was talking about the march holidays trg camp.
than was like saying why dun make it on 25 26 27.
than david jia seng and mi mi yan were like saying.
dun wan.
because is someone birthday.
that why cannot put on that day.
than i was like.
no comments larhs.
ass larhs.
no need like tat de rite.
damn sad can.
hahas.
and we need to find at least 40 ppl for the camp lorhs.
hahas.
quite hard larhs.
but nvm we will try.
hahas.
cant wait for the camp lorhs.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-02-22T05:08:00.000-08:00

hihi.
hahas.
today ss was a bull shit can.
it like i screw up the whole thing larhs.
and tell u something.
I WAS SLAPPED BY KENNETH TEO.
wad the hell.
first time a guy slap me lorhs.
wa lao maybe i too stupid le larhs.
is like i dunno wad the hell he was talking.
than when i was listening about it.
i ask a question and he slapped me.
and ask whether is he saying the story or me.
hai.
sorry larhs.
i forget le mahs.
u also nv say.
than is like the joke said for 3 different ppl.
bt they nv kana lorhs.
onli me.
wad the hell.
hahas.
and kenneth wrote my cheer on prefect room board.
and ppl come in.
all know the cheer le lorhs.
kenneth u good.
hai.
dunno why gt this kind of senior lorhs.
and today damn funny larhs.
went to mac with steph zhi hui willy benjamin xiu ting and jaslyn.
bt nt go there to eat.
bt go there to slack only lorhs.
hahas.
and today band did a great job sia.
hahas.
tmr cannot post le.
because tmr the whole day is pack.
first early in the morning go tuition.
than go meet steph nicole and zhi hui to go national library and do research for art.
after that go for lazer tag lorhs.
hahas.
i very very long nv play lazer tag le.
miss the times when i first went.
and tat the time i know guang qing ryan and ming sheng first.
after tat know david throu the 3 lazer tag.
and jai seng is the event at mosque.
and raymond is throu the church lazer tag.
hahas.
all guys lorhs.
david why ur staff no girl de.
hahas.
exclude me and jasmine larhs.
hahas.
now u got more girls liaos lorhs.
hahas.
all thanks to me sia.
so muz say thank u.
hahas.
counting down to my birthday hahas.
and ppl out there.
no need to help me find things tat are naturally stacked le.
because i have change topic to forshortened.
so no need tat thing le.
and forshrtened is easlier than stacked can.
teacher de stacked doesnt look like stacked lorhs,
all bull shit like de.
hai.
hahas.
33 more days to my birthday.
cant wait for tat day.
and see gt wad surprise on tat day.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-02-21T05:11:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad am i suppose to do now.
n0w because of art.
i need to do the preperatory work.
and is like 8 boards larhs.
and we need to take photos to do our preperatory work.
than is like we need to buy the so call frames.
so tat we can print in school and do in school.
but now is like i dunno larhs.
i need to pay 56 dollars for the frames.
15 dollars to buy the board.
and maybe there will be more and more and more.
is like.
cannot count larhs.
it not a small amount of money larhs.
i think i would have to clear the ideas of going to learn from mr see students le.
it cost 120 dollars per month.
omg how am i going to get so much money larhs.
spent so much money also dunno how lorhs.
is like also cannot really 100% can get A1 for art.
bt i really wish too.
so that i wun disappoint my mother.
wish that really it will happen lorhs.
maybe there will be mircale lorhs.
wish so.
please please please.

2008-02-21T02:44:00.000-08:00

hahas.
today is my amaths test.
and is like wad the hell.
i dunno how to do question 6.
the last question.
and lot of question i am nt confident tat i will correct lorhs.
hope tat i can pass tat all.
because i nv pass once lorhs.
even trigon retest i also can fail.
hahas.
is like wad the hell can.
hahas.
today also got back my chem and bio paper.
hahas.
yeah .
I PASS MY BIOLOGY.
hahas.
by 1 mark?
hahs.
i got 12 1/2 at first.
and steph was like hahas.
i win u by 1/2 mark.
bt when teacher go through paper.
i found 1 mistake.
teacher mark wrong.
than i damn happy larhs.
i can get 1 more mark.
hahas.
i win steph by 1/2 instead le lorhs.
and steph was damn angry.
bt now damn sad de lorhs.
i fail my chem.
but i still win steph hahas.
i get 7 out of 25.
argh i study for chem yet i fail.
i nv study for bio yet i pass.
wad the hell larhs.
now need ppl to teach me chem until i know lorhs.
but i cannot ask my teacher because is like he teach me alot of subjects le.
so maybe find my friends for help le.
but who can help me.
hahas.
and today got organic chem test.
yesterday teacher give the notes.
is totally same as today test lorhs.
teacher u damn lazy larhs.
say test.
yet is like only copy again lorhs.
hahas.
but i still got blanks.
because i nv study at all.
hai.
elisa damn happy can.
so got second in class for chem.
bt when she heard tat there will be a retest for chem again.
so was like wad the fuck.
than like tat i get so high for wad.
still muz retake.
wad the hell larhs.
hahas.
i totally got no comments.
and thanks zhihui jaslyn nicole and xiuting(wo lai).
they pei me walk to tuition lorhs.
hahas.
than thanks willy and steph also.
help me take my costume and my heavy shoes.
hahas.
thanks ar.
oh ya ppl out there.
can help me look out for natural stacked.
because is like i need it for my o level art paper 1.
wad is the meaning of natural stacked?
is things tat stacked naturally without humans touching it.
example like.
dried leaves fall from the trees and fall onto another leaf.
that call natural stacked.
because actually thought that stacked is a very easy topic.
but mr zul was like saying u need to find something tat is natural stacked.
than i was like wad the hell.
how to find.
is so damn hard can.
bt nvm i will try.
since i dun really like to draw.
so i take photo lorhs.
like this will be better.
bt it cost a lot.
damn lot lorhs.
hai.
end here bahs.
gt to study for my ss test.
although i dunno wad to test on.
bt will try to do my best man.
i dun wan to flond subjects lorhs.
now o level le.
muz study damn damn hard.
hahas.
34 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!
still waiting for it.
hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-02-20T02:46:00.001-08:00

ho ho ho.
HAHAS.
jun finish my "common test".
actually nt really finish.
but base on wad the consent form wrote.
i have finish my common test le.
hahas.
monday i got english compo.
hahas.
i wrote about marriage.
and it totally bull shit larhs.
i dun even know wad the heck i am writing about.
think i will flond de paper.
hahas.
tuesday got emaths test.
hahas.
it not hard or easy.
so is acceptable.
bt i does not have the confident that i will pass the paper.
is like althought it is ok .
bt some of the answers seem weird to me.
hahas.
today i juz have my bio and chem paper.
OMG.
it damn shit larhs.
wad i learn for chem only come out like less than 10 marks.
and is like wad the hell.
my teacher say tat tat chapter will be tested.
ass larhs.
than wad it come out wad crystallisation.
hellos.
i dun even know tat u explain tat before.
and u was like saying oh all the questions i went through with u all le.
bull shit.
u are a liar.
hahas.
and for bio.
i learnt but forget wad i learn le.
and the paper was like.
i know u bt u dunno me.
because i dun even understand a single thing.
as for my eye.
still ok ok larhs.
wa liaos.
today after this 2 tests is chem lesson.
and teacher was like saying tmr i will give u test on organic chemistry(alkanes)
and is like.
wad the.
tmr i still got amaths test and u wan give test.
and is only a class test lorhs.
my amaths test is common test lehs.
ass larhs.
u juz simply sucks larhs.
like nv come my class and scold or screw my class.
u cannot sleep like tat.
wad u wan.
than after school.
actually got english remedial.
bt teacher say too last minute.
so we dun really give a damn to her larhs.
a lot of ppl nv go .
and the class was like 6 to 7 ppl only.
hahas.
after tat.
ask rebecca and mei jin wad the teacher teach.
they say going through the common test thing.
than steph and me was like oh ok .
so did she say wad is she going to do to those who nv come.
she said that she will ask us to copy stuffs that is 2 pages long.
and it full with words lorhs.
wad the hell.
bt nvm .
since so many ppl nv go.
let die tgt lorhs.
hahas.
and tmr i am having a maths test.
friday ss.
and tuesday his.
and my common test is really over.
yeah.
bt prelim is coming soon.
and is like damn soon.
is on 29 of april.
hahas.
so soon larhs.
so muz really really study.
hahas.
gtg.
need to do tuition and do comething for 1f hai.
STELLA XD

2008-02-18T03:23:00.000-08:00

have to study now.
because now having tests.
so will blog after test ok?
good luck and jiayous for ppl who are having tests.

2008-02-17T00:41:00.000-08:00

hahas.steph(guai lan kia) thanks lorhs.
hahas.
hey ppl.
FINALLY i am blogging again.hahas.
Sorry guys.
knowing that u all keep on asking me to blog blog blog blog.bt yet i am nt.
hahas.
sorry about that.
hahas.
this year celebrate chinese new year is damn boring.
went back to malaysia for 5 days.
and is like staying at my grandma house for chu 1.
and went to my aunt house at chu 2.
and hahas.
went to a 6 star hotel on chu 3 larhs.
and is like i was at there watching show non stop for the whole day.
than chu 4 went back to grandma house for bbq.
and the next day went back to singapore.
hahas.
valentine day was cool man.
everyone was like giving out chocolates?
why valentine day,ppl always give chocolates or roses?
why?can any ppl tell me?
hahas.
and steph was doing testtubes for all the sec 4s and 3s prefects and sec 2s from training and ES.
hahas.
thanks steph.
hahas.
yesterday went out with duanjin and jolene.
at first was saying go orchard buy my bag.
hahas.
but yet because lily going for audition at plaza sing tat why we nv go buy and yet go there and support her.
lily sorry hor.
because of the CNY dinner than i cannot pei u le.
this week was a funniest week larhs.
nt really tat funny.
bt this whole week i keep on laughing, laughing and laughing.
first i think is my spelling test.
wondering why sec 4 le still got spelling test.
think because teacher think tat this is the way to shut my class up.
hahas.and guess how much i get.
out of 20 i get 3 correct only.
hahas.
rabbit still think tat i can get 17 correct.
hahas.
and second thing is kelly wee say that i molested him.
and he was like shouting like hell larhs.
stupid kelly.
hahas.on friday i scolded the whole co exclude the sec 1s because of their attitudes.
only think of 3 questions for the students dialogue.
wad the fuck larhs.
3 questions like need to think until the whole co kana scolded mehs.
haiyo.
hahas.
i am stepping down form co soon.
so wish tat co can be better after the next batch take over.
basically i am trying to say that i sucks larhs.
i cannot make co better.
but who cares.
i am stepping down soon le.
OH YA.
monday and friday there will be no co.
cool sia due to common test lorhs.
hahas.
damn sad larhs.
my amaths test on trigon fail twice man.
first get 9 out of 25 than second i really studied lorhs but only get 11 out of 25 wad the hell larhs.
hahas.
today 17 of feb is a special day sia.
first is steph birthday.
STEPHANIE SOH MEI QI HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORHS XD
and.
my camera and blog was born today.
hahas.
so is san xi lin men.
hahas.
i end here bahs.
and i will try to blog often hahas.
STELLA XD

2008-02-15T18:43:00.001-08:00

hello
stephanie is here!
AHA! stella mok! u better thank me hor!
see wht i've done! a nice blog for u to start!